I shouldn't cry.
I shouldn't break.
I shouldn't be this weak or
Have to play pretend.
I'm sick of shaking and aching.
I'm sick of loosing my breath and forgetting.
I'm so tired of being like this.
I'm so tired of being a grown up in child's body.
I'm mourning the wasted laughs and smiles.
When everything was fine.
Now I'm just numb.
Numb.
Staring at the wall.
Lost.
