It's a constant battle.
Constant battle of reminding myself the monster in my nightmares is human.
Is alive, breathing and talking.
Human being.
You're only a human.
Very small, weak and sick human being.
But before I can forgive you, you need to know.
Need to know the damage you can do.
The damage you Did.
The reason I struggle to define you as human in my dreams.
You need too realize.
You need to figure out.
The damage you did.
Why I'm angry.
Until you realize.
I can't and won't forgive you
