Trust me when I say I do

Chapter 2

I'M SORRY, ALYSSA!

That's the first word that comes out from Jovees's mouth.

Jenny was always there for me when I misses you. I thought....I thought she was a friend but she wants more than that.

I swear, ndi ko sinasadya. Ly, it happened on the night that you went to Taipei. Loneliness kills me and Jenny...

Stop Jovee, you don't have to elaborate what your love story is.

Alyssa, keeping herself not to cry in front of Jovee.

I guess that's it. I leave you two best wishes. Then she stand up and go straightly to the open door.

But Jovee grabbed Alyssa's hand.

Hon... Ly, don't leave me please. I love you, you know that. It's only you. I can talk to Jenny and support the baby. It's you, I can't loose. Please, Ly, stay with me, be with me.

No Jovee. You loose me the moment you broke my trust. Just forget everythinh between us. Start a family with Jenny, you'll have your baby in months time. Goodbye, Jovee, and turn her back at him.

No Alyssa, you led me on to this. I won't be in this mess if you have time for me. If you're not away for how many freaking months, without any contacts. You didn't even bother to call me. No, Alyssa, you're not breaking up with me.

Don't you dare Jovee, 'wag mong isisi sakin ang kasalanan mo. You know from the very start that I will not be able to call you always. That, I can't update you the way you wanted it.

Ly, I love you. Please forgive me. I'll support the child. please...

Say that to Jenny.....

And she runs as fast as she can to where Ella is.

Ella opens the car door for Alyssa. And she went inside too.

Besh, you okay? Stupid Ella, ofcourse she's not.

Tears sprang uncontrollably on Alyssa's eyes.

Don't mind me. I will be alright, I have to be alright. I just couldn't believe that our 3 years of being together will be wiped out in 5 minutes.

Then she saw her ring, the ring that Jovee gave her last year. The ring that full of promises. The ring that could change her life forever. I guess there's no such thing as forever.

She take it off from her ring finger and put it on the dash board.

Besh, paki balik nalang kay Jovee. Hindi ko nabigay sa kanya kanina eh. Nakalimutan ko. Tears again comes flowing from het eyes.

Besh, you know I'm always here for you no matter what.

I know, besh. And I thank you for that.

As much as I want to be with you and comfort you. You know I have a flight  in 3 hours for the PVL in Bacolod. Hatid na kita sa condo. Wait for me and don't do something stupid. Kung pwede nga lang wag na umalis eh.

Besh, you go lagot ka kay Sir Allan pag di ka sumipot. Don't let them know what happend muna ha. I'll deal with.my self muna and in time. I'll be the one to let them know na wala na kme ni Jovee.

And besh, ayaw kong umuwi sa condo. I can see all the things Jovee gave me and it will not help me.

Okay, I'll throw away all the things that Jovee gave you. But, san kita ihahatid. You want to stay in a hotel muna? Or you want to go home in Batangas. I can call kuya Nicko to pick you up.

No besh, yoko sa hotel and definitely not in Batangas. Hatid mo nalang ako sa condo ni Kief nung college. I have naman the keys and besides he's not staying there kase may mas malaki na syang condo and he leaves there.

You sure about that? I'll call Kiefer to keep you company.

No, no, no, don't call him. I want to be alone. Me time. I'll just reflect and after that move on.

Besh....don't do something that you'll regret after. I'm not ready to loose you. Bata ka pa you can still meet another guy.

Hoy, Donya wala akong balak magpakamayay ha. Tong beauty kong to sasayangin ko lang and let the worms 6 feet below the ground have a feast. ewww.

That's the spirit! I'm just making sure, you know.

Anyways, kain muna tayo bago kita ihatid sa katip. Kanina pa nagwawala mga alaga go.

Okay, knowing your appetite is. Sobrang gutom kna kanina pa. ahahahaha

And, Alyssa Valdez, ladies and gentlemen is back on track again.

Both of them laugh as if no tomorrow. But deep inside Alyssa's she's grieving and wants to be alone.

You sure besh, okay ka lang dyan. I can still call Kiefer and let him know na andyan ka. Hindi na kita masasamahan sa taas, I'm running out of time na eh.

Okay lang ako besh. You go na baka ma late ka pa sa flight mo. Galingan nyo dun ha and don't forget my pasalubong.

They hug each other and Ella went away.

Alyssa went up to Kiefer's unit. Where in she also had her own room. During their college days if she can't return to their dorm because of curfew she sleeps in Kief's condo. Actually, Kief gave her spare key, so she can go there and sleep there anytime she wants.

The best place to grieve...haist Alysssa what happened to you. She whisper to herself.