10 Years... (boyxboy)

Chapter 5

*warning, this chapter contains smut*

Jason POV

I shift into my wolf form and run and run and run until I get to my special place; a lake hidden in the middle of the woods. No one comes here because it's the shared land of my pack and the New Moon pack. I've been coming here for as long as I remember.. it's mine.

I spend, what, minutes? Hours? Days? At the lake, so I decide to leave. I know Oli gets paranoid when I leave for long.

Shifting back into my wolf form, I head back to my house and sneak into my window.. but not before I see it happening, before I see him doing it. I scream, curling into a ball and crying. I know that I have to be silent, before he hears me so I try my best.. but he comes in, he gets close to me and I have to hide but I can't, he's too close and I scream and cry because I need to and he runs away from me and I hear him talking to his partner and I know I'm going to die but I'm not scared because then I'll be able to see my mommy and daddy and I'm ready to die because this life isn't worth living but a boy walks in and I calm down, I don't know why I don't know how but I trust him so I let him pull me into his lap and he lets me cry into him until.. Until I realize how stupid I was being.

"T-thanks," I say, needing Caleb to leave because I just made a fool of myself in front of my mate.. after I accused him of toying with me. I can't look at Caleb, I'm so humiliated.

"You're welcome," he replies and I still can't look at him. Because.. I need him to know how sorry I am. But, what if he really is toying with me?

"Are you toying with me? Or am I really.. are we really.." I can't figure out what I'm trying to say but I hope Caleb understands. I look up into his nearly black eyes and see understanding.. is he as confused as I am?

"We're meant to be, Jason." He says simply.

"A-are we really? I've never.. I mean guys never.. I mean.." I still can't organize my thoughts.

"What do you think about me?" He asks. Hot, beautiful, I want you fucking me.. Im sure that I turn into a tomato.

"Nothing! Gotta get some sleep, you know, it's bedtime.." I'm not technically lying, I'm exhausted.. panic attacks really exhaust you, I truly hope no one else understands because it's hell.

"Jason, you're an adult, you don't need a bedtime." He laughs. I feel myself blush, then I realize that I'm still sitting on his lap. I quickly hop off, push him out of my room, and lock the door.

I wander over to my bed, but it takes me forever to fall asleep because of a certain black-haired beauty invading my thoughts. When I finally manage to fall asleep, he still haunts my dreams.

When I wake up the next morning, I'm thorougly embarrassed by the dreams I had last night and of my little problem downstairs. I groan, wanting sex but I know that that'll only hurt Caleb.. or I could have sex.. with Caleb..

Once I formulate a plan in my head, I head over to Caleb's door. I know that he needs this too.. so I knock on his door.

I hear him panting, why would he be panting?

"Who is it?" He asks.

"Jason," I reply timidly.

I swear I hear him moan before he eagerly yells "Come in!"

I open the door and immediately close it behind me. When I turn to Caleb, I'm surprised by what I see; Caleb is sitting on his bed, with his pants around his knees.  I try to avoid looking at his.. you know, thing, but he doesn't avoid looking at mine, which is obvious through the skinny jeans that I forgot to take off last night.

"Glad to see I'm not the only one struggling," he says, giving me a sexy smirk. I feel my self control being undone, and my shirt, too.

I look up at Caleb, but see that he's solely focusing on getting me undressed . While still unbuttoning my shirt, he turns me around and pushes me onto the bed. I lay on my back, and Caleb moves on top of me, both my legs in between his. Once Caleb finally gets my shirt off, he pins my arms above my head and starts kissing me. Eagerly, I open my mouth and wait for him to explore it, but I find that his lips are missing from mine. I pout, and he laughs.

"Baby, why did you sleep with someone else?" He asks, while stroking me through my jeans agonizingly slowly.

Unable to speak, I just let out a whimper. I curse myself, he shouldn't have this much control over me, but he does.

"What was that?" He mocks, still touching me.

"I-i fuck I'm sorry, it just," I pause, panting. "Happened, I'm sorry," I say, begging at the end because I need this, I need him.

"Fine." He snaps, and forces his mouth onto mine, not bothering being gentle. My hands are still above my head as Caleb begins to put more of his weight onto my smaller body. I feel his not-so-little friend pressing against my thigh, and I moan as his hand slips under my jeans. He's still teasing me, though, he's going slowly, and through my boxers. I let out a moan, and think about how this is so much better than all of the other times combined and we haven't really done anything yet.

"Is that so?" Caleb asks, making me blush as I realize that I said that out loud.

I weakly nod, and he kisses me gently.

"Good." He smirks, turning me into putty. I'd let him do anything to me..

Just then, there's a knock on the door.

Authors Note: hey.. yeah hey to no one because no one has read the last chapter haha but I'm still updating because I have this. So, if you like this, please tell your friends because the lack of views is making me incredibly unmotivated..

I'm just second guessing this entire story and I feel like it needs a little something something.. I have my plot and it should be semi epic and some of it already alludes to the future plot.. and I have a question. I've been reading a lot of mprgs and I'm wondering if I should do that. I'm on the fence, but if I were to it wouldnt affect the plot whatsoever. Also, it wouldn't happen anytime soon. So, tell me! Please!

Thanks for reading, Eva