Amnesia

Warmth

Chapter 3

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all

I opened my eyes to the burning sunlight streaming through the crack in my curtains. I felt warm. I was still half a sleep and nothing registered with my brain for a while. I started to think about Decky. About the love of my life, who left me two years a...?

Decky didn't leave! He was meant to. But he didn't go. Did he?! I re-opened my eye, which I hadn't realized that I'd closed again, and looked down. The warmth. The warmth that I was feeling was coming from someone's body. Decky's body! Decky was here! It was all a dream. I felt tear prick my eyes and start to stream down my face. My Decky was still with me, and he was here laying in my arms. He never went to London. I felt Dec move in my arms. I looked down as he slowly opened his eyes. A small smile appeared on my face as I held him closer. "Anth?" his croaky morning voice had me sobbing harder. He sat up while still in my hold and wrapped his arms around me. "Ant! What's wrong? Why are you cryin'?" I couldn't answer him, so I just shook my head. Dec just shushed me and rocked up gently from side to side, whispering soothing words into my ear that slowly calmed me down.

When I was finally calm enough to speak I lifted my head up from Dec's shoulder and gave him a long passionate kiss, holding his body close to mine. When we broke apart, Dec looked at me with love in his eyes, but confusion on his face, "Had a bad dream that you left me. Ya kna' like you was meant to London 'cause of ya Da's job, but he was given a better offer here so you all stayed." I explained, so Decky wasn't still confused about my break down. "Oh Anth," Dec said. He gave me a peck on the lips and said, "I'd never leave ya! Even if me Da gets a new job, I'm not goin' to leave ya. You'll never lose me. We're a team, and you're the person I wanna spend the rest of me life with. No one else. I'd just be miserable if it wasn't you. You're the one that I love, no one else!" He kissed me again, this time for longer, and when me broke apart I rested my forehead against his and said, "I love you too Decky! With all me heart!"

The End

AN: I hoped you enjoyed it! I couldn't end it with a sad ending. Thanks for reading! L-bub.07/10/17