Drama, chaos and grade 7

My friends

The thing with my friends are some of them I wanna call my friends but I can't. It's really weird at my school and with the friends and it's just dumb. Once you do something or wear something, that will be your reputation on the whole school year or your whole life depending on what it is. I'm quiet. That's my reputation. If I ever say something outloud it will get noticed and my "friends" will say something about it. It's just dumb. Like you can't change who you are unless you move, that's why I guess I'm happy. I could wear leggings everyday and then wear sweatpants one day and it would get noticed badly. I don't understand why we have to notice these things about eachother. Why can't we just go on with our lives. It doesn't matter what we wear, or what we do. Unless it's just horrible.

So another thing with my friends is that I'm realising who's real and who's fake. Your real friends will help you. Your real friends will talk to you no matter what. Your real friends know that you are more important than some dumb boy. The worst one is the will talk to you. Here's an example. Payton. I have plenty of hang outs with her. She tells me I'm her best friend all the time. But really? Is that true? Because if I'm your best friend you wouldn't ignore me and FaceTime chandler or Jake without me. You would encourage me, not sit there and say "oooo Stella that's a first" when I sign up for 100m and the funny thing about that is, she never realised that I actually did 100m every year. You would actually talk to me and not the you said you hated, don't be 2 faced. And lastly you would help me. Your not helping me by posting a thing on Instagram that wasn't even real. Yah she posted a picture saying that I'm really depressed and I feel like no one likes me. Great friend.

I'm confused why people think that these are your actual friends. How? Why? That why I know Rosie is a true friend. She's not 2 faced. She actually does talk to me. And she doesn't care about talking to a guy more than me. Unless it has to do with Damian.

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Ok well Rosie just posted a chapter about how nobody likes her when in realilty I love her. As a friend. She shouldn't be feelings this way. I know a lot of people that love her. Well at least they better not be faking it because that's horrible and you don't deserve friends if you ever do that. You especially don't deserve Rosie. Anyways I'll see you guys later bye.