Drama, chaos and grade 7

Nobody will ever understand

the thing is, nobody will understand how much any of them mean to me. Some people will think I like them just because there just hot and hell yah they are the hottest people ever but I like more than just that. There personalities are what pulled me into there fandom. To be honest if they weren't funny then they would probably be a lot less attractive.

I could probably go through a lot more about how much I love them but I'm just trying to get at one thing. Since I am at home right now, crying, alone because I'm really sick and I can't go to school and everyone is at school I can't talk to anyone. So I'm writing how I feel in here. So here's 3 reason I'm crying:

1. As we speak Matt is taking a break of social media. In case you didn't know Matt gets DMs saying if you don't follow her of notice her she'll comitt suicide and that's exactly what happened. Who ever this girl was she commit. Matt thinks it was his fault this happened because we tweeted him all these things. Even though I never tweeted him saying anything about it I still feel like I did something wrong because we lost Matt and we don't know when he's coming back. I'm sure you understand if your a fan of them like me. I miss you Matt, please come back soon :,(. The unbreakable, broke.

2. Also Nash, my bae, isn't doing well either. He is getting a lot of hate because he's being accused of being a homophobe. He's not but even if he was I would still love him. Either way I would love him. What's wrong with society today? This is it. Everyone who is calling him a homophobe, your basically saying out loud that your a bully and that you have no respect for a homophobe because I'm sure he can speak for himself if he was even tho he isn't.

3. Carter. Carter can love who ever he wants to love. Or like whoever he wants to like. You can't change that. He's his own person. If you didn't know carter really likes a fan and everyone is freaking because of it. Like jeez calm down it's not like you have a better chance with him?! I know I joke around saying I have a better chance with Nash than everyone else in this school but im joking and basically some of us have an equal chance(and I say that I have a better chance with Nash because Payton thinks she has a way better chance with him even though she doesn't know anything about him and she's not a true fan) You can't stop him from liking someone. Carter, love who you want to love. He found love but lost love.

I can't take this anymore. 98% of you might be laughing because of how stupid I sound but the other 2% know exactly how I'm feeling.

The boy who couldn't break, broke

The boy who didn't hate, got hate

And the boy who found love, lost love

Side note on #3:

I also say I have a better chance with Nash (or any of them) because people at my school need to understand that hating on them won't make them love you. Then there's Payton. Shes not bad but just nah. "She's a bigger fan of Nash than you". Honey no. Even tho I am drop dead ugly I bet you I have a better chance mhm. She likes Taylor more so she can have Taylor. Not my bae.

Anyways even tho I know none of them will ever notice this, or me in general, we all still love you what ever happens. You can love who ever you choose to love, carter. Doesn't matter what you are, we will still love you, Nash. We are sorry for whatever anyone said, Matt. Please come back soon.

Stay strong Matt

Stay strong Nash

Stay strong Carter

We love you.