The Boy Who Cries Wolf

Chapter 1

This will be in Bodolf's p.o.v. Some swearing may occur. As well as some triggering things from his past.

God... Another nightmare? I thought to myself. I was sick of these reoccurring nightmares about my past.

My father abused me. And no one knew about it. He told me he was training me to be a great alpha. Better than him. Leading the Blood Pack to be more than what our reputation is. But, in reality.. It did the opposite of what he wanted.

He carved things into my skin with a silver blade, so that they would never heal properly, and I would bare the scars forever. Little patterns, and things that remind me of everything he tried to teach me.

He would take me into the forest, and bind me to a tree, to use to me as a punching bag, telling me that it was to build up my pain resistance, so I can be better in battle.

It gets worse as well..

He wanted to show me how to treat my mate as the alpha of this pack, and alpha over her. Doing sexual, and abusive things to me. Whips, and chains.. Almost anything you can think of, he did it to me. And, if I tried fighting him, he'd beat me worse than normal. So, I didn't exactly have a choice but to go with it.

To present day.

I laid in my room, still dark out as I glanced towards my window. I was officially becoming alpha today, and I wasn't ready for it. I crawled my way out of bed.

'Might as well make something useful out of being up early...' I thought to myself as my bare feet hit the cold floor. I looked in the mirror. My eyes almost matched my hair. My hair was long, slightly pasted my shoulders, and a silverish grey, matching my wolf. My eyes shone a blue grey. I've heard wolf eyes are supposed to be blood red when angry, but I've never been able to be angry before, so I've never known that.

I looked over my bare body, purplish scars winding their way along my body. I closed my eyes as I felt across the one that was the last one to be left on my body before my father disappeared. I knew he was still alive, waiting to see if I've become what he wanted me to.

I sighed and walked towards my closet. 'What does one wear when their becoming alpha? Previous alphas are almost completely naked, but I can't show off my scars... What do I do..?' I couldn't decide. I honestly didn't know what to wear today.

I stepped out and flopped down onto my bed with a heavy groan. I must've fallen back asleep because it didn't seem long before I felt the sun across my bare back.

I stood up again and stretched. I'd much rather go for a run as Leidolf (my wolf), than become alpha today. But, there was no way I was getting out of it. I made my way back to my closet to look again. 

'I ought to wear something red, since this is the Blood Pack.' I grabbed a pair of red pants, and a white shirt that seemed blood stained. And, honestly wouldn't surprise me if it was.

I decided I'd go barefoot. I love feeling the earth beneath my bare feet. Just as I started heading towards my door, someone pounded on it, causing me to leap towards my bed, and hide beneath it.

"Y-yes??" I asked, trying to calm my shaking voice.

"It's almost time, come on!" I heard my mother's excited voice from the other side of the door. She doesn't know about anything that happened between my father and I. No one did, as a matter of fact.

"Alright. I'll be right out, Mum!" I replied, not as freaked out as I just had been.

I checked myself in the mirror one last time. Hopefully they won't make me undress. I really can't show off my scars. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I have to shove my fear away, and be tough. I can't show myself as weak to a pack that strikes fear to all others.

I stepped out of my door. Everyone was gone. Which meant, they had probably already headed down to the clearing and the rock. That's where it all happens.. And it's a very complicated process.

I'm actually late to being alpha. If a male has found his mate, by or before the age of 16, both become alpha to the male's pack, unless the female's pack does not have a male, and the male's pack as another male. This also applies if there's an older brother of the other pack. And, more rules, it gets confusing sometimes, even for me.

But, if a male has not found a mate by age 19, his is to be made alpha male anyways. Then, the alpha thing will be figured out once the male has found his mate.

It gets really complicated with same sex mates. But, we won't get into that right now.

I looked around. There was no one. I felt like I was walking into an ambush, and I didn't like it. I quickly made my way to the rock. I was behind it. And, I can't remember what happened next. Anxiety and fear have completely blocked it out. I made my way back to my bed, and fell asleep. That was too much for one day...