Chapter 31

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I carry Dark home, going through the secret ways so that he isn't seen. Not that he'll notice or care that anyone sees him anymore. Every time I probe his mind, all I find is nothing. Nothing is left anymore. At least, nothing I can sense.

I go to the back room and lay him down. I feed the fire and wrap the blanket around him. He doesn't respond to my actions, though.

I sigh. "Well, I've failed." I sit down in front of Dark and close his eyes. Now, he just looks like he's in a deep sleep.

I know better, though.

Tears well up in my eyes. I had one job, and that jobs was to look after Dark while they try to get his soul back. Not get him into more trouble!

A small sob escapes me. He trusted me. Astral trusted me to take care of his dark side, and I failed! I start sobbing uncontrollably.

My cats come in the room. They know what's wrong from the moment they come in.  They come closer and mourn with me. I guess they've grown attached to Dark, too.

"Oh, Dark, what have I done?" I sob. "I should never have taken you outside! This is all my fault!" I hug his indifferent frame tightly. "This is all my fault..."

I try to calm myself and start to sing one of his songs in his honor. My cats mentally hum along. After the song, I pull myself together. Now's not the time to be fawning like a fool.

I search his mind one more time. Nothing. I calm myself completely. Still nothing.

I sigh again. "I can't promise that I'll protect you, Dark, but I'll at least try to the best of my ability." I get up and walk away.

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