Through the Month (Destiel,Sabriel,Michifer and Adamandriel Camp AU)

That Smirk|9

Sam's P.O.V.
Wensday Late morning
Not even three days in and you've already messed up.

This year was gonna be different but as always you ruined it.

You always ruin it.

You always blamed others for your mistakes.

Stop.

All you do is reck lives.

Your dad's life.
Your brother's life.
Your mom's dead because of you.

"N-no she- it's not my fault."

I hear the rigging of the bell for breakfast but I will not go.

They don't need me in there lives anymore.

They're better off without.

"Sam!" Dean screams.

I grab my face to hide a sob.

"Sammy, Please! Sam, I love you!
Sammy come back! Don't leave me again, please!" Dean yelled.

It echoed for a little but only to fade away.

I felt something hit my back hard.

I turn quickly to see a person, Castiel.

"How did you find me?" I ask.

"Not important, Sam. Dean loves you, Adam loves you, Michesl loves you. I know you may think differently. Trust me Gabriel did for a long time but as someone in your brother's shoes before. Don't leave, please." Cas says as both of his hands are on each of my shoulders.

"Cas..I mess up the-"

"No! You don't you never did, they love you. They care about you. They don't want you to leave them like dad did-"

"Cas my dad never-"

"They want you to stay and comfort them. You haven't failed them. They love you so so much. I love you, Gabriel, don't leave me again." Cas grabs his mouth as he cries again.

"I-I I'm sorry Sam I don't know what happened to me." He said calmly.

"Please don't leave. Your brothers would miss you." He says and rubs my back.

"Cas?" I ask.

"Yeah?" He replys.

"Lets talk for a little bit." I say.

"I don't think we should we-" I give him the puppy dog eyes.

"Just for a little bit." Always work.
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Dean's P.O.V.
Wensday Late morning
"Sammy?" I scream.

"Sam." I'm gonna lose my voice soon, I know it.

"Dean, Sam's okay." I hear Cas.

"He is- where is Sam?" He looks down and buffs.

"He's in our cabin he's sitting out today, Gabriel was planning on sitting out too." Cas says.

"Okay, I'm gonna go talk to Sam." I begin to walk and Cad stops me.

"Dean, Sam looks up to you and he doesn't want to fail you. Make sure you tell him, he hasn't failed you." Cas says and let's go of my hand.
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Wednesday Mid-day
The bell rings for lunch.

"Dean, I know Sam has been down but dude if your gonna use a bow watch were you aiming it." Balthazar huffs I roll my eyes.

"Whatever!" I say.

"Dean, Michael said with all this stress we should just go on a hike to day and let you clear your head."

"I'm fine, I don't need a walk." Everyone knows I'm lieing but I'm not gonna tell someone I barley know, the truth.

"Okay, I'll be going on the walk so that leaves you with arts and craft." Cas says.

"Fine." I say and he smiles.
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Michael's P.O.V.
Wednesday Early Afternoon
"Dean, I know Sam is gonna start being you know...again. Lucifer and I have talked and he sa-"

"So we're trusting Satan, seems safe." He says sarcastically.

"Dean,really? Anyway Lucifer said that Gabriel has experienced stuff like Sam to. They could help each other." I say.

It's oblivious Dean doesn't like the idea of have Gabriel and Sam together for long but if it helps Sam I don't see the problem.

"I don't know, they can also bring each other down." Dean says.

"Can't we give it a try?" I ask.

"Okay, just make sure Sammy is okay with it." Dean answers.

"I will." I answer and we both start to walk faster to get up to the others.
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"Mikey?" Lucifer asks.

"Hmm?" I ask.

"Do you know that you've got a really nice ass." Lucifer-

Wait, What? No no no stop! ahhh!

"What?" I ask.

"Oh Mikey you heard me or you wouldn't be blushing so hard." Lucifer says.

"I-I I'm not blushing because of you. I might happen to blush all the time." I know I sound stupid but I don't know what else to say.

"Well Mikey, you also have really nice eyes." He smirks.

That smirk.

I'm dead.

But that smirk.