Kiss Me Not Her // Junhao

Chapter 7

Jun's point of view (New point of view o.O)

I brought Minghao to the park, we end up staying there for a really long time. The two of us joke around, forgetting about writing the song, we didn't even realize it's eight o'clock.

We did a few things like chase each other, talk about personal things, we even spoke in Chinese which is something we haven't done in a long time. Hanging out with him makes me realize how much I miss him and also makes me realize how much more distant we are from each other.

"We should do this more often."  I expect him to be happy and cheerful about that idea, but instead he responds unenthusiastically, "I'm not so sure, our schedules are packed." I lie down on the grass, patting beside me, telling him to do the same.

"You always have time for Hansol, yet you don't worry about the schedule." I sigh and close my eyes, waiting for Minghao to say something. He's ignoring me, did I say something wrong?

I hear his body sitting back up, unlike before, his face is now dark but expressionless. I sit down next to him. I try to look at him but he avoids my gaze. I really want to say something to him, the thing is that every time a sound comes out of my mouth.. Things get worse, so instead I try to reach out for his hand, actions speak more than words.

At first I was hesitant but I've got to do something. I place my hand on his and he pulls his hand away, his face full of confusion, why is he even confused? I'm the one who should be!

"What is going on with you?! You told me that it was nothing! Then what's this?!" I let out my anger at him, I've never yelled at anyone like that, I've never yelled at Minghao like that. I feel  bad, but I deserve answers. "It's none of your business." Minghao crosses his arms, I can tell he's annoyed.

How could he say that to me. "You're always happy with the others! Especially with Vernon! What about me? Why am I being treated differently?" With heavy feet, Minghao gets off the ground, not even saying anything back.

"Hey! Don't you dare walk away from me!" Angry tears flowing down my cheeks, why am I crying like this? He stays silent and continues to walk away. I run  after him, pulling his shoulder to make him face me. "What the actual hell is your problem?! I told you it's nothing! Don't touch me!" My heart breaks at his words.

 I'm just worried about him.. Why would he do that to me? "Fine! I'm going back to the dorm. When you come back, don't talk to me!" I walk past him, harshly bumping into his shoulder. After a few steps, I turn around to see him standing there with his back facing me.

"I'm canceling our duet!" As much as I don't want to say that, I did. Honestly.. I was expecting him to react, but he didn't, Minghao simply stands there as if he's paralyzed. 

After all of that, I walk back in tears.

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 I open the door of the building and see Seungcheol standing in front of the door, "There you are, wait, where's Minghao?" He realizes that I enter the place alone, when he looks closer at my face, he sees the dry tears on my face. "What the hell happened?!" Before he sounded more stern, this time he sounds worried.

 Suddenly from the corner of the room, Hansol comes out, "What happened to Minghao?" I guess he heard our conversation. I honestly don't know what's going on.

"Can you get him, please? I'm worried about him.. He's at the park." I say as I bury my head into the palm of my hands. Without a single question asked, Hansol immediately puts his shoes on and grabs a jacket , he really cares about him.

Right now.. I just hope Minghao is okay.