But I'm Not Fine//M.Y.G

Chapter 4

It was just another day of school. But, not for me. Because I would be able to see you.

We had gotten closer and were great friends. You were the only one who made me smile. Just by thinking about you, I feel like all my wounds are healed.

Wounds.

You keep asking about them. But, what am I supposed to say?

'Hey Yoongi, this girl that you call a 'friend' is more likely in love with you just 'cause you were polite to her and oh by the way, she is abused in her home and school but, has started to give no shits to the pain just because she keeps thinking about you to heal her pain!'

__Scenario skip brought to you by Jimin's cute tummy__

We were eating lunch together. You were telling some weird as jokes and talking about your friends whom I was yet to meet. Nobody had bullied me today and you hadn't asked me anything about my new bruises, so yeah the day was pretty much awesome.

But of course, nothing good lasts in my life.

Kim Seolhyun and Park Jessica walked over to our seat. My two ex bestfriends who were my only hope before you, who turned their backs on me, and crushed me beneath their feet.

My two ex best friends, who made me want to live, who made me want to smile, who stabbed me in the back and crushed my hope.

They started calling me names and it was hell all over again. But, this time with you by my side...simply watching.

"Tsk how does a slut like you even have a friend?"

"What a whore. Your bruises define your ugliness."

"Bitch, you are unwanted in this world, why are you even still alive".

I paid no attention to their words because my eyes were glued to you. Waiting for you to speak up for me, protect me. But you just stared at your feet, letting them insult me.

Their words didn't hurt me Yoongi, your silence did.

It killed me.