I didn't react. I couldn't. I was too shocked to do it. But you, you continued kissing me, your hands around my neck and waist, pulling me closer. My first kiss, my very first kiss was with the person I fell in love with. I closed my eyes, finally giving into the kiss. My hands were now around your neck and my lips were savouring yours.
But it seemed wrong. Something didn't seem right. Something was wrong, very wrong.
I was drawn back to reality when I felt something wet, you were crying.
It killed me to see you cry.
I pushed you a little, looking at you with complete worry. "What's wrong? Was I that bad?", I asked in concern. "I am sorry, I am so so sorry", was what you had replied. My concern was now replaced with confusion. "What do you mean? Why are you sorry?", I asked and you simply pointed to a corner in my left where people were taking videos and laughing. My eyes widened in surprise and I turned back to you,waiting for answers.
"What is all this Yoongi?"
"They made me do it y/n. They told me they would hurt me if I didn't do this. They told me they would make sure I would never be popular, if I didn't do this. I am so sorry".
When those words left you mouth, I could hear my heart shattering into pieces
My first kiss, my very first loss was with a person who betrayed me for the sake of popularity.My first kiss was with the biggest cowered I had ever met.
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But I'm Not Fine//M.Y.G
Fanfiction"Why?" "Because I care." *** A story where a girl tries to fix a broken guy. But, how could she when she herself was broken?