What am I?
Who am I?
Am I a friend?, an acquaintance?, a stranger? Or an enemy?
To whom and what
What if I don't enjoy being here
What if I don't like who I am
What if I'm not comfortable with my self
What if I'm not who I really am
I hide myself from people
I do not enjoy social interaction
I have many panic and anxiety attacks
I fear oblivion but as hazel grace says not quoted 'we all will die someday'
I have existential crisis'
Damn that word is hard to pronounce
I have my obsessions with many things
Like fandoms, movies, celebrities
Not crazy obsessions just the fact that that's what I indulge myself in, it what I enjoy, and simply know to many facts
I'd say I'm pretty good at school, some people call me the brightest but I don't believe that. I want a challenge in my life, like someone with the same skill level comes along and we are competitive with each other to be the highest grade. I'd love it if a human like Peter Parker came along, someone with a similar awkward personality and naturally smart mind. That's what I think would be fun, I'd enjoy that. And it would be a real smile on my face not a staged one for people so they don't look through me and read me like and open book. Because trust me if someone was capable to read me like a dictionary and find the meaning of everything in my life. Well I'd be stuffed and I'd run far in to the field of Daisy's and lie there looking up at the sky because 'where flowers bloom so does hope'
But what is hope?
Is it a profession of the human mind?
Something that we have a general thought about?
Is hope what keeps us going in the world because we have so much belief in one certain word that has more than one meaning?
Who knows
Will we ever know?
Because I'd love to find out but with me being me I know that possibility is out of the equation
a/n: this is my first proper story I'm putting effort into, this story is my pure crazy imagination that I'm so confused with what to do
Enjoy this story and have a great day/nights guys gals and non binary pals
Yes yes I just quoted Thomas Sanders
Do not judge
Okay? Okay
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