Lams Smut Oneshots- Hamilton [DISCONTINUED]

Here have some angst :))

Um nyello how you guys doing?

Bad? Same.

Soooo this is NOT smut, this is justsome really dark angst I felt like writing, it's from Laurens Interlude.

Yeah.

Sorry. *cOUGH*

Oh while we're at it, have an angsty picture (I didnt draw it my art skills are trash):

Alexander was scribbling a quick love letter to John, making sure his wife, Eliza, couldn't sneak up behind him and discover him cheating on her. (Damn)

Adieu, my love

Ever yours, Alexander, Alex finished the letter.

"Honey?" Came Eliza's soft voice from the doorway.

"hUH?" Alex shoved the letter under his real work that he's supposed to be doing. He shoved a recent letter that Laurens had sent him into his pocket. "What is it, my darling Betsey?"

"It's..." Eliza gulped. "There's a letter for you from South  Carolina."

"Oh." 

Alex looked away, then he realized it might be from his Laurens. He stood up quickly, not wanting Eliza to read the letter. "I-it's from John Laurens. I'll read it later," he said quickly, blushing.

He reached for the letter before she could rip it open, but she quickly snatched it out of reach. "No,it's not," she said softly.

Alexander sank back down. He had the feeling this wasn't good.

"Will you read it?" he breathed.

Eliza cleared her throat. There was a small shuffling of letters as she opened the envelope. She began to read:

  "On Tuesday, the twenty-seventh, Lieutenant Colonel John Laurens was killed-"she began.

Alexander's heart stopped. What? Did he mishear what Eliza said?

"-in a gunfight against British troops in South Carolina. These troops had not yet received word from Yorktown that the war was over. He's buried here until his family can send for his remains. As you may know, Lieutenant Colonel Laurens was engaged in recruiting three thousand men for the first all-black military regiment. The surviving members of this regiment have been returned to their masters..." Eliza's voice cracked and she put down the letter, staring at Alex with tears coming out of her eyes.

Alexander knew it was true. Like a flame that goes out too soon, his Laurens was gone. Dead~

"Alexander are you alright?" Eliza sighed.

Alexander was silent. He put a hand over his mouth and croaked, "I have so much work to do."

Eliza nodded softly and left the room. Alex put his head down, tears falling down his cheeks onto the paper.

His hands shook as he reached for the last letter John sent him. He bit his lip and held it against his chest. He looked at the letter he finished writing to Laurens.

John Laurens would never recieve it. He would hear Alexander tell him he loves him anymore.

His dearest, Laurens, was gone.

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WITH A COMMA AFTER DEAREST

Ok ok I may have cried a little writing that. That was really angsty.