Depressing Happenings

Depressing Happenings: Part29

"The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it."

Never forget you got this life because you're strong enough to live it. Keep going. Be who you are and do what you love. -Svenja

Ziva was wrapped in Tony's arms. He held her and waited till she stopped sobbing. She looked up at him.

"What are we going to do today?", she asked him.

"I don't knkow, sweet cheeks, but I'm sure we find something to do, but first let us have breakfast.", Tony told her and they got up. They went down, Ziva ate something and both drank coffee.

"What about a walk Tony?", she asked him and he nodded.

"Then get ready.", he said and she stood up. She went up showering. After 45minutes she came back down where Tony was waiting for her in the living room. He stood up as he saw her and they left. I t was warm and sunny for a November day. They walked along the streets and it began to snow. Their fingers intertwined they walked through the already a bit white park. Ziva had white snowflakes in her curly dark brown hair. They came to a lake which wasn't frozen yet. They stopped. Tony put her head in his hands and Ziva smiled at him. He smiled back and they came closer to each other till their lips met. After they pulled apart for air, they smiled even more.

"Let's go home.", Tony said as he noticed it was already noon. Ziva nodded thankfully because she was a bit freezing. They walked back and it started snowing more havier. Thankfully they arrived at Gibbs' before the adviced storm started. Gibbs was at work, so they were alone. Tony went in the living room and made a fire. He laid down on the couch and asked Ziva to join him.

"Of course, but let me change into some comfy clothes first.", she answered and took the chairs up. A few minutes later she came back down in sweatpants and one of Tony's sweaters. He smiled as she laid down next to him. Her hair was still a bit wet from the snow. She moved under the blanket and closer to Tony. He ran his fingers through her hair and leaned in for a kiss. He laid on top of her and his hands moved under her sweater. He ran his hands up and down her back and a cold shiver ran down her spine, but she wanted it and so she let him continue. Tony noticed she didn't wear a bra and the next time he moved his hands down from her shoulders he moved slowly to Zivas other side. His hands came slowly, teasing her, to her breast. He started kissing her neck and massaged her breast what made her moan. Tony looked in her eyes asking if he could continue. She nodded and so he picked her up. He carried her to the bedroom bridal style. He brought her to the bed and climbed on top of her. His hands back under her sweater he moved them up from her stomach. He kissed her neck once and then whispered something in her ear that made her giggle. He loved to hear her giggling. He continued kissing her neck. Carefully he lofted the sweater over her head. He didn't want to make it too fast for Ziva, but as she took a short look at her he knew she wanted it too. He kissed her collarbone down to her breast still playing with them. She moaned as he touched her skin with his lips. With his hands he started undressing her sweatpants and Ziva lifted Tonys shirt over his head and threw it on the ground. Her hands on him moved down and opened his trousers. He dressed them off. His fingers ran along her sigh as he kissed from her belly button down. As he noticed Ziva was shivering he stopped and looked up. She struggled with herself.

"It's okay, Zi. We don't have to.", Tony said caring.

"No, Tony. I really want. It's just that I see...", her voice cracked at the end. Tears were in her eyes. Tony took her hands in his.

"It's okay, Sweet cheeks.", he tried to calm her down.

"No, Tony, I really want that, I just don't want to...", she stopped and another tear was to see in her eyes.

"Don't want what?", he asked her confused. She looked in his eyes.

"I don't want to have dreams about you...like, like I have about...Sa...Saleem.", she told him and a tear rolled down her cheek. He wiped it away with his thump.

"Wel, I'm sure that's going to be different than Saleem.", Tony said and had his typical DiNozzo-smile on his mouth. Ziva smiled. 'That's why I love him', she thought and nodded to him. Tony looked at her to be sure she really wants it. His hands running down her body to undress her pants. He kissed her body down. Her hands ran down his chest and undressed his boxers. His body closer to hers he moved his fingers up from her sigh along her mid up. His hand grabbed her hand holding it over her head and he kissed her. She felt him on her entrance. He slowly pushed into her and she was close to tears, but she wanted it. Slowly he pushed another time and with every time he got a bit faster. At the beginning she was very close to tears, but it got better in time.

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Tony did slower than normal, but he enjoyed it. He hadn't slept with any women after he kissed Ziva in Tel Aviv. And to see that Ziva enjoyed it as well made it even more better.