I hope you see this ShadowFanFicWriter. Also please Rebel go to the "Aa" button chose the light yellowish brown one to the right of the black one and then read. I'm so sorry if you are crying. I mean it makes sense but yeah. Also DONT PLAY UNTIL END.
I'm sorry Rebel. It was told from the start of our relationship. I can't go through the heart break if I know how it will end. I was able to switch to your perspective and my own in the future prediction. I know that you will dump me first. I just can't let ourselves go through that if we both had to hide the fact we didn't love each other after the two years.
I will always care about you. If we both know how it will end then why try anymore? It doesn't matter what I do. I'm still going down that road. I hope this makes sense. Also since I'm doing this my emotions are now gone again.
I'm sorry to do this so premature to the date but I can't go down that road anymore. I fought and fought but it isn't working anymore. We worked so hard but it didn't change. Why is the world so unfair? We never got our ending and we were talking over kik for the two years our dream predicted. If anything I knew everything before but didn't want to say anything.
I hope you understand. It wasn't any of us, it was the ability we both have. I don't know what to do besides give up. It doesn't matter in the end....nothing does. If we know how the rest of our would turn out......wouldn't you not care anymore?
I know this is sudden. Sorry about that. If you're crying I understand. This is a lot to take in. Now....time for me to die in that car crash. It was at the end of the dream where I broke up. Since I'm doing this I don't know if that will happen. Just be prepared for that of it does. I got a little tune made from your old favorite song I used to sing to you. It will be at the end of this book though.
This was being debated by me to do for two days. I hope to meet you again in the next life once we die, "my sweet". Heh you used to love being called that back in 1897. You always called me "jewel". We were perfect for each other back then. You and I never fought surprisingly. I even know your last words. "Be strong. Don't let anyone harm you no matter how hard times are". And then had a description of your hair, eyes, and skin but never sex and gender so I was searching for you in this life. It took me 3 years but I did.
I guess you and I will be together in the next life, huh? In the next life I'm gonna have Black hair, pale skin, and blue eyes that change color and be a female. If we meet in the next life my name will be Raven so look for me...please.
I hope you forgive me and we are friends? That never really does considering how deep we were in the relationship. Just don't do anything stupid. I still care just not on a romantic level. Why did I have to turn out to be emotionless? I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings while I'm numb.
If it will help you feel better I will give you a sigil to help with anxiety and depression, a sigil for protection and positively, and another sigil I forgot the definition for. Just do it correctly and it should help. Just know that these vigils are wiccan. I also suggest making tea and writing in a diary.
I hope you get over me soon and meet someone else that will treat you right. I'm sorry for all the sadness I done.
Here was your old favorite tune you wanted me to sing before you died. I hope you enjoy. Let me know if you hear it sing in a young female adults voice. It is a soft, sweet, caring, and beautiful voice.
The song is called "Stars and Angels"
My sweet~
My jewel~
Go to sleep.
Rest your head as the stars take you away~
The stars call for you my sweet little jewel
My sweet~
My jewel~
Go to rest~
Rest your head as the stars take you away~
My love
My life~
You are the love of my life~
Stars fall from the sky
Stars fall~
They come to take you away~
Take you away
Rest as the stars come for you
The stars come for you~
The angels will guide you to the stars~
The angels~
Angels~
My sweet~
My jewel~
Go to sleep~
Rest your head as the stars take you away~
The stars take you away~
The stars take you~
As the angels guide~
The angels~
Angels~
Rest your head my sweet
The sky's jewels will come for you~
The stars come for you
The stars come~
The stars
Stars~
