you said you weren't going to leave like everyone else
...you promised
but now here I am at 1am with tears streaming down my face
holding the blade up to my wrists again
letting the tears and blood flow in a perfect rhythm
you said you loved me
yet I was not good enough for you, I wasn't what you wanted
I didn't have the long hair, or the pretty eyes like you wanted
no, I had the scars that covered nearly half my body, bloody razor blades and whisky to numb the pain
don't worry, I'm used to your lies
I just thought this time would be fucking different
(jlg)
YOU ARE READING
where the wallflowers hide. ✿
Poetry❝you see things you keep quiet about them and you understand ❞
