where the wallflowers hide. ✿

idea ☁

i'm screaming on the inside, it's funny how you think you know me when I don't even know my damn self.

i'm confused, i'm lost, broken, shattered.

i've been feeling like this for a while now,

this emptiness.

so don't say you fucking know me when you don't, you don't know about the tears I shed every night, the tears that leave my pillow case soaked. 

suicide comes running across my mind every fucking day and you have the audacity to say you know me? 

the monster inside of me that's been living with me for a while knows me, the demons that hide inside of my head know me. 

but you, you have no idea just how crazy and messed up I truly am. 

(jlg)