Dirty Imagines(Bruno Mars)

My Sunshine

I felt numb to the world, I felt invincible, and I felt like my heart has been ripped out my body. I trusted him with all my secrets, I trusted him with my heart, and I trusted him with my soul. But here I am sitting on my roof looking at the sun setting. I remember the times he would sit up here with me and the times he would tell me that I was his sunshine. The "him" I am talking about is my fiancé Bruno Mars, well he's really not my fiancé anymore. Bruno always said "you're my sunshine baby and I only have eyes for you." But when I caught him kissing his ex girlfriend my world just crumbled and I just knew everything he told me was just a lie. He just played me like I was a toy to him. The picture of them kissing was everywhere and he tried to tell me that it never happened. But I couldn't even look at him without thinking of that picture of him kissing another women. I just couldn't listen to him making up excuses as to why he was kissing his ex girlfriend. Since that day were I kicked him out of our house he has been spamming my phone but today he hasn't even texted me or called me. I kind of missed the idea of him spamming my phone but I just shook that thought from my head.
I had a blanket wrapped around me just enjoying the beautiful view of the sun going down. I just wish I could stop hurting and feeling numb. I just wanted to jump off this roof hoping that all of that would go away. I just wanted to disappear from the world. I wiped the tears that were coming down my face and I just sighed knowing that my whole life is now ruined. Until I heard somebody singing and playing a guitar. I looked over to see Bruno standing on the roof with a guitar singing "You're My Sunshine"
The other night dear, as I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms
But when I awoke, dear, I was mistaken
So I bowed my head and i cried
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away
I'll always love you and make you happy
If you will only say the same
But if you leave me and love another
You'll regret it someday
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear how much I love you
So please don't take my sunshine away
I was crying and Bruno took off his sunglasses to wipe off his tears that were coming down his face. He put his guitar down and he sat down right next to me. There was a good amount of space between us which I wish he was closer but then I didn't. He took off his sunglasses and he looked right into my eyes. You could see he hasn't been taking care of himself and I could see all of his emotions in his eyes. We just sat there staring at each other until he finally spoke. "(Y/N) I know you don't even wanna see me or hear my explanation but I couldn't stop thinking about you. I've been staying at Phil's and Urbana's house just waiting for you to at least call me or something but I realized you weren't going to do that. I would lay in bed with my phone right next to me just hoping you would answer but you would just leave me on read. After awhile I honestly started to feel like shit and I understood how hurt you felt." Bruno stopped to look down at his hands and I saw how much he was hurting. He was crying which I have never seen him do before. He wiped his face with the back of his hand and then he smiled shaking his head. "I never want to hurt you, I never want to make you cry, I never wanna make you frown, and the sad part I have done all three things. I feel so alone in this world without you! I need you in my life (Y/N). I have no feelings for any other girl my feelings for you are so strong and I can never stop thinking about you. That picture you saw was an old picture of Jessica and I. I know you don't believe me but my lips are only for you." Bruno said then he grabbed my hand and he put my hand on his heart. "This will sound cheesy but my heart only beats for you. My heart beats faster whenever I see you or whenever I get to see your beautiful smile. My heart stops whenever I hear that little giggle come out of your beautiful mouth." Bruno said staring right into my eyes. I could feel the tears coming down my face and I just wanted to take him back but I just didn't want my heart to be broken into pieces again.
I felt Bruno rubbing his thumb against the back of my hand and I just looked down at my lap. "Bruno just seeing that picture it seriously broke me. I don't care if it's old or whatever it still hurts thinking of you with another women. I have dated many guys but when we started to date I knew you were different from the other guys that I've dated. You treat me so well and you always know how to make me smile even when I don't feel like it. Today I honestly just wanted to jump off this roof to stop feeling numb. But I didn't because deep down I knew it would hurt you, even though you hurt me I just couldn't do that to you." I said with tears coming down my face and I saw Bruno crying. Bruno pulled me into his warm arms and I could feel him crying against my neck. "Please don't ever say that again because if you would harm or kill yourself I would be so devastated. I would be devastated because I know I would've been the blame of you hurting yourself and I wouldn't be able to deal with that. (Y/N) I love you, I love everything about you, I love all your flaws and I love how strong you are. I want to marry you, I want to travel the world with you, I want to have children with you, and I want to grow old together so we can yell at the kids to get off our lawn. I want you in my life." Bruno said and I just smiled because I wanted that with him.
Bruno pushed my hair back behind my ear and he leaned in to give me a soft kiss. I wanted him and I wanted to show him that I forgive him. I slammed my lips onto his and I climbed onto his lap. I started to run my fingers through his curls which made him groan. I could feel his erection through his pants, I brought my hands to the bottom of his shirt then I helped him take his shirt off, and I put his shirt right behind him. The sun was right on his face showing his handsome features, and his eyes were full of love. We both slowly took off all of our clothing until we were both naked. Bruno was on top of me, I had my hands in his hair, and Bruno was leaving a mark on my neck. I could feel his erection on my stomach, I brought my hand down to his erection and I slowly started to pump him which made him moan into my neck. I used his precum to be able to jack him off. Bruno was moaning like crazy until he slapped my hand away and he lined up his erection up to my entrance, I was dying for him to be inside me. I wanted to feel every single part of him in me and I wanted to see his face when he climaxed. Bruno slowly pushed himself inside me but I wanted him to go hard and fast. But I was okay going slow with him because I just love the feeling of him inside. We made slow and passionate love underneath the stars until we both climaxed together. We just laid in each other's arms just enjoying each other's presence and just looking at the beautiful stars. "I'm surprised the cops didn't get called since we just had sex on the roof and our neighbors can see." I said and Bruno laughed. "Babe they were enjoying the free show of seeing my bubble butt." Bruno said with a cocky smirk on his face and I started to laugh. "I'm sorry to say this but you got no bubble butt, you actually have a smooth ass like peanut butter." I said, Bruno started to laugh which made me laugh because his laugh is so deep and it always makes me laugh. He's my sunshine and I'm his sunshine. It sounds cheesy but when you're in love everything is cheesy.
Hi everybody! I'm sorry for taking so long to update but I hope you liked this imagine and sorry for rushing the sex scene;). But I wasn't sure to do a sex scene or not. I promise I'll try to write more but please comment your opinions and maybe some suggestions for future imagines. I love you all xoxo CiCi:).