lingerie; j.jk

2.9

it's currently 7:52 p.m and i'm drinking warm chamomile tea at my moms house.

"what did you need to talk to me about honey?"

"mom it's very serious,and i know you said i'm too young to ruin my body but i-"

"you're not thinking of getting a tattoo right?"

"mom,i'm pregnant."i said softly.

"wha-what?"

"jungkook is the father."i said as her smile slowly disappeared.

"have you gotten the ultrasound?"

"no... not yet?"

she pulled me into a hug.

there was a bit of silence until she finally spoke.

"i believe you're going to be a great mother,but isn't it too soon?"

"mom,i think i'm ready."i said letting go of her hug.

"sweetie that's the thing,you think but you don't know.."she said as she patted my back.

"mom i-i need to go."

"come back tomorrow because you need to tell your father and your brother."

"i will,i'll also bring jungkook."i said as i picked up my stuff and left home.

i need to see jungkook.

i need to hold him.

i need him.

i began driving towards his house.

he better be home,i need to see him.

as i got to his house i unlocked the front door with the key he had given me not so long ago.

silence.

pure silence.

it was quite peaceful actually.

i locked the door and walked up the stairs to his room.

as i entered i was immediately hit with his scent.

tommy hilfiger cologne.

oh how i loved this aroma.

i went to his closet and picked a white shirt that was way too oversized,it probably didn't even fit jungkook either.

i put it on,took my jeans off and put my hair in a messy bun.

i went to the living room and blasted some music and began singing off key because why not???

i went into his art room.

how gorgeous.

i loved this room so much.

it had a big window,paintings,and plants everywhere.

i grabbed a big canvas and the paint inside the drawer.

for some unknown reason the paint brushes were my favorite part.

i dipped the paint brushes slowly into the acrylic paint and began doing my thing.

i felt so alive with my messy hair and singing so loud the whole neighborhood probably could hear me.

life is so good right now nothing can stop me.

i saw a car pull up so i ran down to the living room and turned off the music.

i sat down on the couch and grabbed a magazine from the coffee table.

i tried my best to look natural but obviously as soon as jungkook walked in he bursted into laughter.

"what?"i questioned.

"i heard you all the way from the gate."he said in between giggles.

"oh you did?"i said as i began laughing along with him.

he put his stuff down and locked the door.

"you have a little paint on my shirt."he said as he sat down beside me.

"oh i'm sorry i got carried away earlier,i probably look like a mess right now."i said as i flipped the page.

"nah,you look gorgeous."he said as he kissed my cheek.