lingerie; j.jk

3.0

it's 4a.m.

"fuck."i groaned as i got out of bed.

it's been a couple days and i haven't seen jungkook because he's too busy with work.

i walked out and grabbed my coat.

i'm going to go and sneak up on him.

i grabbed my phone and drove to his house which was about 12 houses away from mine.

i got off and walked quietly to unlock the door.

as i closed it i was hit with the smell of roses and sugar.

he must've lit a candle,it smells way to good.

i walked to the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water.

i looked at the fridge.

pictures of us two were plastered all over with little tiny magnets against them.

"in a few months it's going to be us three against the world baby."i said as i rubbed my belly.

hopefully soon it starts getting big.

i set my stuff down and walked up to his room.

i can't wait to have his masculine arms wrap around me and just breathe in his cologne.

as i walked up the stairs i looked at the walls that also had pictures of us in wooden frames.

i opened the door and closed it super quiet.

it was so dark in his room especially with some new curtains he recently bought.

i took off my flip flops and got into his bed.

or at least that's what i tried doing.

"babe move over."i said as i grabbed his shoulder.

i smiled at the thought that he slept with no shirt on.

"mmm bab-babe."he groaned.

"wait,"his eyes widened.

"babe?!"he exclaimed.

"what?"another voice said.

i ran to turn on the lights and immediately saw her.

her.

his assistant,they were laying in bed with no clothes.

in that instance my heart shattered into a million tiny pieces.

it felt as if my heart was ripped out and stomped on or as if someone stabbed my heart multiple times.

i didn't realize it but somehow i was on my knees sobbing and screaming for the pain to stop.

he ran to me and pulled me into his arms.

she just sat there looking at me in disbelief.

i began kicking and punching.

"get away from me!"

"i do not want you near me anymore."

"don't touch me,don't look at me,don't do anything around me i fucking hate you i fucking hate you."