Bittersweet Emotions

Chapter 14 ~ Suffer

{Your Pov}

"Y-Yoongi?"

He was pushed against the wall, practically being crushed my how much the girl was forcing herself on him. His hands were sitting on her waist and his eyes stayed focused on her like he was in a daze.

His eyes break from the girl and look directly at me. Yoongi's pupils were dilated and had trouble focusing on one thing at once.

"Y/n..." Even though he only said my name his words slurred. I feel tears build up in my eyes when I see the girl completely forget I was there, grabbing the collar of Yoongi's shirt pulling him into a heated kiss.

I stood frozen unable to think straight. Someone walking passed bumped into me making me break out of my thoughts.

I turn around and immediately run out of the bar, tears running from my eyes and streaming down my cheeks. I ran into the direction of the dorms not knowing where else to go. 'This is exactly what happened before. Why does everyone do this to me!'

Pushing past others in the street I make it back to the house. I run up to my room and slam the door shut, locking it. I get my phone out and text Jungkook saying that I had already gone home, saying I felt sick. After I sent the message I threw my phone across the bed and fall on top of the soft mattress, my tears soaking the covers.

It hurt. Hurt so much. Seeing how easily it was for him to turn on me, betray me and my trust. Just seeing the way he and that touched each other made my blood boil. He had never even showed that type of affection towards me so what happened to him, how could he change so easily within a few stupid hours?

The room was filled with my pathetic sobs and cries along with my unsteady breathing. Multiple things clouded my mind. Painful thoughts like 'He doesn't care about me anymore' 'I was useless' 'I cared for him so much and he didn't even want me'

This was making everything worse as I just lay on the empty bed letting my thoughts slowly suffocate me from the inside out.

{Yoongi's Pov}

I ran so fast back to the house I didn't even care if I left the others behind. Storming into the building I run around checking all the rooms until I'm left to check my room.

I turn the handle, it's unlocked.

I slowly open the door but see nothing. Nothing except a few things missing. I look around the room while entering, stepping on something while doing so.

I look down and see the new roses that I had bought Y/n before we left. Broken glass from the vase, water and destroyed roses littered the floor of the bedroom.

"Why a-are you in s-such...a rush?" I hear Hoseok slur from the living room accompanied by everyone else's footsteps. I walk out meeting the drunk mess that was my friends who all seemed to be confused except for Jungkook, who was fully sober.

"Yeah, what happened?" Jungkook came up to me with a concerned expression. I slump into the couch letting out a shaky sigh.

"I fucked up.......bad."