Mark's POV
I sighed as I picked up my stuffs that was on the ground before.
A tear escaped from my eye as I started thinking negative thoughts again.
It's depression again.
When my parents died I have no choice but to live with my aunt.
At first she was all nice until she showed her true colors that gave me depression and growing up with darkness and loneliness.
Sometimes she physically and emotionally abuse me.
It hurts, it truly does. I have no friends at school..nor someone to treat as a family.
"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE RIGHT AWAY YOU FREAKING BURDEN." She said.
I rushed out with my stuffs and got out from her property.
I only carried some clothes for a week, my phone, my savings and...Our family picture...with me and my mom and dad.
I ran away to find a place to ease my depressing state. Blurry eyes while running.
I fall down and bursted into tears.
"Why...Why did I do to have a life like this?" I asked the Holy one above.
I cried and cried until i was out of tears...swollen eyes and lips got numb because of crying for like an hour. Good thing no one is actually around-
"Mark?" A familiar voice called.
I looked up to see who it is... It's my classmate.
I wiped up my tears and quickly fixed my self up.
"O-Ohh..Hi." I greeted as my head hunged low.
"What happened to you?" She asked.
Y/N's POV
I was happily going towards my home since it's my mom's birthday. Until I saw one of my classmate in a devastating state.
I feel bad for him.
Until I realized it was Mark Lee.
He's really an introverted person...
But seeing him like this makes sense why he's an introvert.
I asked what happened to him but he didn't replied and just remained silent.
"Hey...What happened?" I asked again.
"N-Nothing I was just uhh...I was crying because my pet cat just died." He made an excused.
Well obviously...he's lying because in the introduction of the first day of school he said that he's allergic to cats.
"I thought you were allergic to cats?"
He bit his lower lip. "I-I gotta g-go..."
Before he leaves I immediately blocked his way.
This guy needs to open up though.
I pity him, ALOT... Especially at school...I tried to be friends with him but he's too shy and he's too quiet.
"I think you need a help, there's nothing wrong to open up with other people and tell them how you feel right now. Although we're not that close, you can still trust me. If you have secrets it's safe with me. Because if you won't open up and rely to others to those who are willing to help you, you'll suffer more. Your pain won't ease just by crying, sometimes you need someone to help you." I said.
He started to cry. I immediately hugged him and didn't mind if it's awkward or inappropriate..I just feel like he needed it.
"I...I can't take it anymore...I don't want to live like this...I didn't do anything wrong to experience this...I don't know what to do now...I just want to put an end to this." He said while crying in my arms.
"Shh.. It's okay...let it out... It's just part of life, God is just giving you trials to be strong... Don't let yourself drown in the ocean of negativeness. Don't let yourself fall in darkness. You need to find a light and be positive. Stand up and be strong, don't let others ruin you, they haven't read a page of the book of your life. So take a deep breath and keep fighting." I advised him.
"Putting this into an end will show that you're weak." I added.
I patted his back as he kept crying.
Boy...he sure is a crying mess.
He stopped crying as he wiped his tears. I broke the hug then looked at him. I gave him a smile.
"Thanks..Y/N... Thanks for helping me...If you weren't here...I could've had given up by now...thanks for advising me...Thanks...for being here right now." He bowed as i chuckled.
I nodded at him.
"I didn't thought that you were like this..."
He sighed.
"Well since you're here...why don't you come to my house since it's my mom's birthday and you're invited." I eyesmiled at him.
He showed a small smile on his face.
It's the first time i saw him smiled.. Although he's still shy.. It's still a world record--
Mark's POV
I might turn into a better person...If I'll be friends and be with her. I thought as i smiled.
It's the first time that my heart skipped a beat.
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Welp... Another boring chap by yours truly ㅠㅠ. Sorry for the slow updates.
This chapter is dedicated to those people who have depression like me. :' )
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