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Skylar POV

I walked back home confused, wiping the stray tears from my face. I basically just got dumped and we weren't ever in a relationship but it still hurt.

He's a fucking jerk and I should've known that.

I stomped up my stoop and stormed upstairs to my room not acknowledging my mom or her stupid friend Darrel or whatever the fuck he is.

I heard my mom calling for me but i just ignored her and went in my room, locking the door behind me. I plopped down on my bed and crossed my arms.

I sat there on my bed staring out of the window when I heard my mom knocking on my door

"Sky Is everything alright? "

"I'm fine mama" I said in a stern tone so she would go away

I heard her sigh and walk away. I instantly felt bad and began to cry again. It's not her fault and everything Rakim told me was right, she does deserve to be happy and I'm in the way of that all because my life isn't going the way I want it to.

I exhaled loudly at the thought of his name. I got up and put on some music to distract my melancholic mood because I'm turning 18 tomorrow and I'm not going to let this shit ruin it for me.

I connected my phone to my Bluetooth speaker and turned on Miguel- Skywalker ft Travis Scott and turned the volume up as high as it would allow  and just zoned out.

About 2 hours into my jam session I began to grow tired and turned my music down. I had danced myself dry and had gotten weary. I walked to my bed and got under the covers and closed my eyes, hopefully going to a better life in my dreams. It was only 8pm but it's not like I had anything else to do

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Rocky POV

"WHAT YOU MEAN YOU JUST TOOK A TRIP FOR AWHILE? WHERE THE FUCK YOU AT? "

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"THE FUCK YOU MEAN YOU CAN'T TELL ME? "

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"JORDAN STOP FUCKING BULLSHITTING! YOU GOT YO FUCKING MAMA ALL DEPRESSED AND SHIT BECAUSE YO STUPID ASS WANNA GO INTO FUCKING HIDING OUT OF NOWHERE! "

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"Yess I talked to yo mama when I went looking for you! "

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"Yea she alright bruh bu--"

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"Of course I can keep an eye on her but you need to get your shit together and stop fucking lying so damn much. Sky told me what you did, everything! "

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"That's besides the point man. You still did it- crossing us and shit"

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"Look nigga ain't nobody gone kill you just relax man. I can send some people to where you at but I gotta know where that is"

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"Aight Just be still man"

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"Nah I'm not bringing her! "

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"Because I don't think it's a good idea. "

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"I know all that bu--"

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"Man alright! All I can do is ask ok? "

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"Whatever nigga"

End of call •

I can't believe this nigga done went to New Jersey. He never ceases to surprise me. He paranoid as fuck and he should be, its alot of people that probably want to kill him and about a couple days ago when Sky told me what he did I wanted to kill him too but like I said he like a little brother to me, I love him too much and I don't care who don't like it.

"Wassup Rocky? " Yams answered

"Wassup man look Carti called me a minute ago, he in Jersey so Ima need you and some more niggas to head that way"

"Ain't no problem but are we going out there to kill him or what? " Yams questioned

"No! We going out there to help him"

"Ok no problem just wanted to know the objective "

"Yea the objective is to keep him safe and kill anybody that try The MOB. "

"Ok I gotchu"

"Ok so y'all go tonight and I'll most likely be there sometime tomorrow "

"Aight Rocky. ASAP "

"ASAP" I said then hung up

I was happy that I didn't get no static from Yams but I don't even know why I expected any, he's a very understanding and wise guy its all them other niggas thats gone give me a problem. They all hot heads and shit and just wanna test they authority on someone but it sure as hell aint gone be on me or Carti.

I started to pace back and forth a bit, he wants to see Sky.. I cant beleive I fucking said I didn't wanna  see her again. Now she probably hates and never wanna see me ever again, damn. I kept pacing trying strike up an idea of how I could get her back on good terms with me- I could care less about what Carti want but since he brought her up now I want her back.

I plopped down on my bed still without any idea if how I could get her back. I ran my hands over my face and then my eyes landed on the painting she gave me. I walked over to it and picked it up, observing it.

That's it! She said she loves art and poetry

I could get a lot of artsy and poetic shit and a dope ass birthday present, hopefully she wasnt that mad at me..

I threw on a shirt and some shoes and headed out to go get her stuff.

I pray she'll like it, I don't even do shit like this but she's worth it.

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