Love Affair

Unsaid

Rocky POV

Computer Love had come to an end and although it felt a little short lived, it also felt like an eternity dancing with this girl. She felt incredible and she felt onto me like she knew me and loved me in every lifetime and remembered. I've never honestly danced like that before with any girl and I enjoyed what it did for me. Shawty had me feeling more relaxed than the lean and for some reason I feel like I just had the best sex without even undressing this girl. After the song ended, we pulled away from one another and looked at one another, and she had this look in her eyes that looked glossy and dreamy. She fingered her hair and fluffed it before asking me could she use the bathroom. I escorted her to where it was and made sure it was clear for her to use. She thanked me and I gave her privacy, making my way back to the party to make some rounds and make sure everything was copasetic.

The party started dying around 1am.
People were leaving and some was passed out.
I went around the house basically checking all the rooms and putting people out cause a nigga was tired and I think Ferg had already left with some girl like a hour ago.

"Alright everybody I wanna thank y'all for coming and showing Ferg love and not tearing up my shit but y'all know what it is. Y'all ain't gotta go home but y'all gotta get the hell out of here."

The stragglers started to leave, that's when I spotted Sky walking out the door with Carti.

"Aye Sky! Hold up.."
I called out

She turned back but then Carti put his arm around her basically redirecting her attention back to him and ushering her out.

This nigga man..

I started heading towards them when I heard somebody call out my name.
I knew her voice quite well.
I fought the urge to ignore her and turned around to give her my attention

"Wassup Amanda? I ain't even know you was still here."
I said, trying to conceal my slight frustration as I watched Sky leave out the door with Carti.

"Yea, I just wanted to tell you before I left that... "
Amanda said trailing off as if she was remembering something.

I nodded my head and made a hand gesture for her to spit out whatever she was holding back.

"...that uh, it was good to see you again and nice party. As always."
She said with a small laugh and sigh.

I just looked at her because I knew that wasn't what she called my name like that for. She called me with a voice of urgency and importance and what she said was definitely neither of those things.

"Yeah it was good seeing you too. We still cool right?"
I asked trying make eye contact with her cause she was looking down now.

"Yea, everything's cool."
She said giving me a big smile and brushing her hair behind her left ear, quickly pulling her eyes away from mine to look at her feet again.

"Aight cool. I mean you know where I stay now so you can stop by sometimes if you want."
I said walking her to the door.

"Yeah I'll keep that in mind, see you around."

She turned to walk away but I grabbed her and brought her into a hug. I don't know what she was really going to tell me, but I wasn't gone press the issue. Like I said, things weren't that sweet between us the last time that I saw her, and I still don't even know why she left so abruptly. She just did; one day she just moved away and didn't tell me shit but she always got a place in my heart.

We let each other go and I watched her get into her car. I waved at her once more before she drove off.

I went back in the house, snapping my finger to help remember what I was doing before Amanda stopped me.

Carti!
That nigga think he slick.

It's whatever. He's an amateur so I already know he probably won't even be able to get her number.
I ain't tripping I'll see her again before he will.

Wait, Pause.

Why am I even worried about that girl? She ain't even my type. I bet she ain't even down with the shits.

He can have her.

I went back inside and the house wasn't a total disaster. Just a bunch of scattered cups and chips and crumbs everywhere. Nothing a little vacuum and trash bags can't handle. I cleaned up my crib and checked every room in the house to make sure it was completely empty before I locked the doors. I went the bathroom and turned the shower water on and began to smell a fragrance.

Victoria Secret, Love Spell

It was all over me and the scent led me straight back to her. I could see her so vividly from tonight. Her rich warm brown skin complexion, her deep hazel eyes, her smooth and supple body frame. I think she about five foot six inches If my memory serves me correct from when I clocked her coming into the Bodega yesterday. Her plump plum lips...

I was in the shower at a standstill in deep thought about this chick that I hardly even know. I just met this girl, and I can't even stop thinking about her. And I let her walk out the door with another nigga. Well, that wasn't my intention. She had just gone to the bathroom, this bathroom...and I missed my chance to hit that. 

My mind began to drift in all different directions, leading me directly to my flesh. But I felt something tonight with this girl that felt unfamiliar, but right. There was a flame ignited within me of desire for more than just sex. She made me feel like I was ready for love.

Something that I have never desired from any woman that I've dated.