The Return Of Elieen Prince (FanFic About Severus Snape and his mom)

Chapter 6: The Death Of Lily

******Severus Snape********

I was in love with Lily Potter but she ran off with James. My childhood bully and not that it wasn't my fault that she did it because it was. But I still loved her. Voldemort the dark lord was furious with Lily and James. Above all things they would not join his army. It was a matter in this age and time that you were only given two options. That was to join the dark lord or die. Lily refused like I knew she would because she wasn't a bad or evil person. I wasn't a evil person either. I only joined the death eaters because I didn't want to be killed and I thought it would impress her. I thought that showing how strong and confident I was now versus back in school it would make her see that I wasn't a bad person and that I was something special. But she just grew more and more distant from me and closer to James. I know I should have never called her a mudblood. She wasn't that at all I was just upset with James when I said it. How come she didn't see that I didn't really mean it? I went to the dark lord and begged him to spare her because I loved her so. I couldn't stand to see her get hurt and I couldn't live with her death. Voldemort promised he wouldn't hurt her but I still didn't trust him. And me not really being a follower of him I went to Dumbledore to. I begged him to help her. My love for Lily was so strong that I couldn't even take it. It hurt me everyday that James was with her loving her up and not me. I still longed for her and desperately tried to win her back. But Lily seemed to be happy with James, which pained me but I delt with it. Until another beautiful girl came along. I got word that the first war had started and me fighting against the dark lord secretly I worried about Lily like I worried about my health. I worried about Lily like I worried about my exposure to working for Dumbledore and not Voldemort. After the war was over I went by one night to check on Lily. Praying that she was still alive and well like Dumbledore promised she would be. I walked out of the alleyway and saw that their house was kind of split in two. Everything was damaged. I was kind of afraid to go in but I reminded myself that I was here for Lily. Beautiful Lily. How I longed for her love and for her to give me a chance to love her. I stepped inside their house and it was completely turned upside down. It was torn up furniture, glass everywhere and just destroyed. I knew this couldn't be good but I preceded anyway upstairs. I saw someone lying on the stairs dead. It was James Potter. Inside I was as happy as could be but I didn't show it on the outside. He was lying there so motionless and no color in his open eyes. I heard a baby crying and I knew it was Lily's son Harry. He had somehow survived this massacre. But how? I hoped Lily had survived to. Harry was what Voldemort was really after because he had been hearing that that baby boy was going to grow up and be stronger than him. He didn't want that so Harry was the one that he truly wanted to kill. But he's alive and scared and crying. How can this be? I really didn't care I just wanted Lily. I walked in the room to find Lily lying motionless on the floor. Her baby in his crib balling. Lily the love of my life had been murdered. Lily was dead. Lily had not been protected like Dumbledore promised. My angel, my baby, my heart was gone. I couldn't believe it. I was assured that she would be safe and under heavy protection but she's dead she's murdered, and she can't come back. "NO LILY" I yelled as I dropped to my knees at her dead body. "BABY PLEASE" I yelled as I shaked her trying to wake her. Although I already knew she was dead I had forced myself to believe that maybe she was just unconscious and not dead. "LILY"! The more I yelled the louder Harry cried. I scooped Lily up in my arms hugging her tight and I cried as loud as I could cry. I just let it all out. Harry openly wept and our emotions were just high. I contacted Dumbledore and told him about Harry. He came there to pick up Harry and saw Lily. I gave him a look and left. He knew right then I was disappointed with him. My beautiful Lily who I was promised would be heavily protected is gone forever. My heart cannot take this. When she died my heart died to. There's no reason to love anymore. I will never love anyone else.