Johnnyboy

-Chapter Two-

Ponyboy's Pov

" I...I I cant believe it,"I  said just barley above a whisper. I was staring at the love of my life, or who I presume was, fully making out with that broad named Cherry Valance. So maybe that's why she offered to be a spy while me a Johnny while we were in Winderixville. At this point i was full on Sobbing i couldn't believe what was happening right now . I knew it was to good to be true to thing that Dallas Winston was loyal and actually GAY. I couldn't take it . I guess this is the end for our realationship....Goodbye Dallas Winston.

    I sighed as I went to the lot and saw a sihloette of a shadow there presuming it was Johnny. We haven't been talking for the pass  years that much I hope I didn't do anything to make him hate me so I decided to sit next to him. I made sure to keep my head down so he couldn't see my tears not that he would even care though i don't think that anyone really truly loves and cares about me...not even Soda Pop. But , eventually , he had the courage to look at me. Is eyes widened with shock because i never cried in front of anyone not even Soda. 

"W Whats wrong Ponyboy" Johnny says his voice shaking did he actually care for me? 

"D DALLY IS CHEATING ON ME WITH CHERRY" as i said it I compeletly broke down and started loudly sobbing.

Johnny's P.O.V

"D DALLY IS CHEATING ON ME WITH CHERRY" 

Once i heard that my blood started to boil. I was furious. I guess Pony noticed beacause he winced at it . I instantlly calmed down.

I pulled him into a hug whiched made him cry even harder. 

"Shhhh.."i begin to say

"Im sorry" he said i looked at him cofusingly.

He pointed to my shirt it was soaked I ginned

"It is all good no worries" He smiled as I said it. 

He stayed there for a good while until it was late and Pony had to go home he offered for me to accompany him but i sadly declined. He needed sometime to cool off and i told him if he needed me to come here and find me. He nodded his head assuring me that he will.

If only he knew.

PonyBoy's P.O.V

      When i got to my house I was confronted by Dally sitting on the couch with him hands over his mouth and sweating. Once he saw me he got up but i was already heading to my room he grabbed my arm and squeezed it tight. 

"what the hell do you want" i said in the best voice i could but only came out as my voice cracking.

'what do you mean what do i want is that how you talk to your boyfriend" I slowly turned around and faced him 

i looked at him dead in the eye and said " You are not my boyfriend Why don't you go to Cherry's place since you love her so much" he freezed

"how do you know about that" wow not even going to TRY to cover it up nice save. 

" i saw you when i was walking back from school" i said through gritted teeth.

I yanked my arm away then slammed my door shut.

                                       TiMe SkIp

It was around two in the morning and i was still awake in my room. I got up and went to me and Soda's shared closet and grabbed Johnny's old jean jacket. He gave me it because I gave him a new one for Christmas last year. I Haven't washed it since too. It gives me comfort. His sent put me into peace and finally i went into the bliss of a goods night slumber. 

 That night the only thing I was thinking about was Johnny. I dont know why i have been thinking of him lately but, i have. 

Once the morning It finally hit me.

I AM IN LOVE WITH JOHNATHAN CADE 

He makes me feel a feeling that when I was with Dallas didnt make me feel. But, its a good feeling. He makes me feel Secure, loved , worth to love, And happy.

But, he would never like me.

Heh. What am i kidding I dont know if he is even Gay at this point.

Hey I am So sorry that this chapter is as short as it was but the good news is that it was longer then last chapter and there will be smut in this book just to give y'all guys a heads up my little JohnnyBoy lovers bye love all of y'all.