Strong.

Chapter 15

this chapter is shit I am so sorry. also  I haven't had a chance to edit. anyway, follow me and Vanessa on tumblr  narrys-girls.tumblr.com and tell me wahtcha think:)

When we got safely behind the door of my hotel room I told Vanessa what happened. I told her how Liam was phenomenal in bed. I told her how I missed Harry. I cried. For the first time in 6 months. Maybe I was better alone. I have no desire to Harry what happened. Vanessa was getting dressed when Liam texted me.

‘Come to my room so we can talk?’ He asked.

“Ness..Liam wants me to come to his room to talk.” She smiled at me. “Go then. It’ll be okay.” I nodded and walked down the hall to Liam’s room. He opened it in just a towel. Damn it Liam why? I smiled and stepped in. When he closed the door he pushed me up against it, and kissed my neck. Leaving new marks as he went. He lifted the t-shirt and cupped my boobs in his hands. I should ask him to stop. I want this but I shouldn’t do it. As he took my bra off there was a knock on the door. I ran shirtless to the bathroom.  “Li, we’re all going to lunch. Why didn’t you answer your phone?” Niall asked.

“Was showering gimme a sec. Where’s Vanessa is she coming?” “Ya, gonna go get her and Abby now. Unless Abby is in here with you, nice bra man.” He said pointing to the floor. Liam ushered him out of the room and I climbed out of the shower and into the room I put my bra on and made a run for it. I had to get there before Niall did. I had my t-shirt in hand and ran as fast as I could down the hall. I took the stairs, and when I got to my floor I heard the elevator ding open. I pushed my way into the room and keeled over to catch my breath.

“Abby are you okay?” Vanessa said dropping her book running to my side. Just then there was a knock on the door and Vanessa opened it. When she returned she had Niall with her. When he looked at me he bursted into laughter. “Nice bra. Looks better on Liam’s floor though.” My eyes went wide as I scrambled to get dressed.

“So you slept with Liam?” Niall asked as we walked to the elevator. “Niall I don’t want to discuss this please.” He laughed again and Vanessa poked him in the side. We went to the SUV and lucky me I was in with Niall, Vanessa and Harry. The fans were still outside screaming, although the concert was over and the boys were leaving tomorrow morning. We drove a few minutes in complete silence. When we climbed out of the cars and into the restaurant we all just sat down. I sat next to Liam because that was the only other empty seat aside from the one by Harry. I felt bad ignoring him like this but, what he did was shitty. Everyone was quiet and I thought about Liam and I, and that everyone knew about our dirty secret but Harry. Tears welled up in my eyes again because I felt so bad. I can’t cry at the table. Eventually chatter began at the table, but I couldn’t keep my eyes off Harry. My ugly little feelings were crawling inside my head. So, I made the most logical decision I could think of. I got a drink, which eventually turned into 4 and then everyone else was tipsy and it was nice to not feel for now.

“El is flying in today isn’t she Lou?” I asked down the table and he nodded as he chewed his food. “Ya. She’s bringing her friend Anna. Perrie is coming too.” I smiled I missed them. Wait, El is bringing a friend. That’s random. Oh hell no it better not be to set her up with H. I put my head to my forehead and let out a deep breath. “You okay Babe?” Zayn asked from across the table. “No Zayn. Not really I hate feelings. Why do they exist?” I answered, only because I was slightly drunk. I got a few quizzical look, but a look of sadness from Harry and it ripped me open like a knife. After lunch we clambered into the car and rode, this time Niall and Vanessa were giggling about something and Harry was biting his nails. When we arrived at the hotel we decided to all go for a swim which, was extremely difficult considering the amount of alcohol I had in my system.

Almost 2 hours later we were all sitting eating dinner and El, Perrie, and that Anna girl were here. She was pretty and she seemed nice. We got some liquor into their bodies too. “Let’s play truth or dare, if you chicken you have to remove an article of clothing.” Niall suggested and of course we all agreed because it was next to impossible to tell him no.

“Okay uhm Louis truth or dare.” Niall asked. “Dare.” Niall laughed, “YES. I dare you to walk outside and just kiss a random fan.” Louis laughed and got up and we all followed. We stood by the door as we watched him walk up to a random blonde and kiss her on the lips before returning back inside. I was laughing so hard. “Liam truth or dare?” Louis asked, and Liam picked Dare. “I dare you to tweet a dick pic and then take it down 1 minute after and tweet ‘Oops’” Everyone burst into laughter, “No way man no no.” He answered as he lifted his shirt over his head, revealing his bruises to Harry, El, Perrie, and Anna for the first time.

It went around for a while, Anna was dared to make out with Liam. Harry was shirtless and I was in my bra and jeans. Everyone else was fully clothed. “Ok. Liam truth or dare?” Harry asked in his drunk voice. “Ah, dare.” Harry nodded. “I dare you to tell us who all those scratches and bite marks are from.” I panicked instantly. I gave Liam a discreet nod because he needed to find out some time. I saw the panicked faces of Louis, Zayn, Niall and Vanessa. I took a deep breath. “Uhm, they’re uhm. They’re from, from Ab-Abby.” Liam barely managed to get out. I watched Harry’s face go from happy to devastated. He looked at his toes before standing up and walking out of the room. I panicked, thinking for a minute what to do. I stood up and walked after him quickly. When my eyes connected with him he was on his way out the front door still shirtless. I almost didn’t follow, I was barefoot in skinny jeans and a bra. But I did. It was raining now and there were fans everywhere. Well this is going to be all over tumblr. Harry was walking pretty fast now, I started jogging to keep up. “Harry wait.” I shouted and he stopped dead in his tracks in the middle of the rode. The fans like 20 feet away.

“Why?” He shouted to me. “I’m sorry-“  He cut me off, “Don’t be sorry you’re single.”

“Harry I miss you.” “MISS ME? You miss me. Funny way of showing it Ab.” He replied his voice shaky.

“Listen, I didn’t mean too. I love you. I was so mad when I saw you with that girl so I retaliated. My plan was never to sleep with him Harry.” He glared at me. “You think I can just forgive you? I was gonna marry you knowing I was the only person who made love to you. But it isn’t like that, it isn’t the same.”

“Liam, didn’t make love to me Harry. He fucked me. It’s different 100% different. I love you Harry. I’m willing to forgive you for what you did to me, you should be able to forgive me.”  He sat there contemplating for a few minutes before sighing, obviously giving in.  “Fine. I love you Abby.”

I smiled and whispered back to him. “Love you more Harry.” He leaned down and kissed me. Before taking my hand in his and leading me back inside. I was soaked, so was Harry. Boy were we in trouble.