"I went through a billion emotions and memories just to find out that I love you and I need you with me. We've been through a lot together and I'll pass through all of that again just for you to see what you mean to me".
She's not able to understand...
The day was passing by, you spend almost all your day at the company with Alia and your other dancer partners, and honestly, you were so occupied that you didn't notice that it was almost night time. However, during the day you didn't think about the last linking dream you had, it's like if you barely remembered something about it. You do remember that Jinyoung was in it and that you both talked, then you got out of the white dream. But you don't remember anything that he told you, nor what you told him there as well. It's like if your memories just banished.
You are going out of the company with Alia, both of you are heading over to your places when suddenly you saw the boy band of the company, Got7. Alia is a really good friend of JB so as soon as both of them saw each other they started to talk. Suddenly, all the members of the group were there; you saw a familiar face in between the members but you can't tell who is. Alia looked at you with confusion as soon as you started to search with your sight someone familiar.
-Heesun, is something wrong? – Alia asked.
-Yes... Alia, can you tell me what time is it? – You asked feeling a bit dizzy.
-9:50 pm, why...? Wait... Heesun the... - Alia said scared.
-Yeah... I need to go. Sorry, it was nice to see everyone here – You said as you bow quickly at all members from Got7.
-Heesun, please don't die – Alia said worriedly.
-I will try to do my best - You said as you tried to stay on your feet.
After that, you went directly back to your house, even though you were feeling dizzy you made it after some minutes.
You started to fall down to the floor and as soon as you collapsed, you started to see everything black, then you saw the guy from Got7, the one that had a familiar essence to you. You felt how your heart stopped for a few seconds and right after that, you saw a white bright light. You are in a white dream again, there's no danger at all.
"WHITE DREAM"
As soon as you woke up you started to look at your surroundings once again, surprisingly for you, it was a forest where you woke up at. You started to look at your clothes and they were different once again, you tried not to panic and with the help of a deep breath, you started to run through the forest.
As you were running you started to see that guy from Got7 again in your mind, you didn't know who it was and why you recognize his face. Because you weren't focusing on your way you crashed into something, you fell to the floor, and suddenly you started to see all blurry. You didn't panic at first but when you heard a voice talking to you, you started to feel scared, everything stills blurry and you can't see anything. Briefly, the blurriness of your eyes disappeared when you heard a sweet and warm voice.
-Heesun, are you okay?
-Jinyoung... what are you doing here again? – You said as you stood up from the ground quickly.
-That's what I want to know as well. By the way, why you were on the floor? – Jinyoung asked as he looked away from you.
-I crashed into something and fell down – You said as you started to clean up yourself from the dirt.
You stopped thinking about what to do for some seconds and limited yourself to look at Jinyoung. As you were looking at him your mind compared him with the member of Got7, and right after you noticed that your face changed into confusion.
-Why are you looking at me like that? – Jinyoung asked as he looked at you.
-You are part of Got7? – You asked confused.
-Yes, don't you remember that I told you yesterday at the other white dream? Oh, and by the way thanks for saying hi to me earlier this day – Jinyoung said a bit mad.
-Jinyoung... I didn't remember anything – You said scared.
-What? That can't be possible, are you joking with me? – Jinyoung asked, almost feeling tricked by you.
-No, I wish I was but I don't remember what we talked yesterday – You assured a little worried.
-Okay, let's not think about that, and let's better find a way out of here – Jinyoung said as he started to look around when suddenly a letter started to fall from the sky right to your hands.
-What's that? – Jinyoung asked as he got near you.
-I don't know... should I read it? - You said while holding it in between your hands.
-I guess so - Jinyoung said.
You opened the letter and started to read it out loud.
-"The important living things you have right now are not enough, you need more to get inside the dark, and then to an empty place of sadness. Just that to get out of the linking dreams. You need to find something unique, which can make you feel the emotions you never wanted to feel again. That's the risk you will have to take to stop these dreams and to finally be free. Find that significant one and then fight against your fate, your real destiny".
-Does that mean that we're doing everything wrong? – Jinyoung asked a bit nervous.
-I guess we are. I mean, I don't want anyone unique. I just want to get out of here – You said as you destroyed the letter with anger.
-Heesun... - Jinyoung said surprised as he was looking at you.
-I'm sorry, but I can't continue anymore – You said as you got on your knees.
-Don't say that, you have to get to the end of this. You have a dancer position to fill up – Jinyoung said as he got towards you with a kind smile.
-Does that even matter? Jinyoung, go ahead, leave me here. If you don't find that unique thing you might have to face a nightmare later on, as I will do – You said trying to smile and cover up your sadness.
-Are you kidding? I'm not leaving you here, no way. We came together, we're leaving together – Jinyoung said as he started to hold your hand.
As soon as Jinyoung said that, a rainy day started to appear in front of your eyes; this dream is not going to end so well if Jinyoung doesn't let you go, however, maybe it's better if you two stay together.
-It's raining, what about if you start walking? I'll be fine here – You said as you looked away from Jinyoung.
-Heesun, look at me - He told while looking at you.
-Leave... - You said as you pressed Jinyoung's hand tightly, then you looked at his eyes.
-I'm not going anywhere without you. From now on, I'll be your guardian angel; you can't stay alone. Just with me.
