"I went through a billion emotions and memories just to find out that I love you and I need you with me. We've been through a lot together and I'll pass through all of that again just for you to see what you mean to me".
She's not able to understand...
You're at home after that odd linking dream you had at night, you were really concerned about the choice you made by giving the letter. It was from Victoria but you weren't sure if it would be good if he read it by himself. You are really hoping that he reads it when he arrives home with all GOT7 members.
Currently, you are preparing something to eat because after all of that you were feeling hungry. As you were preheating the oven for the cinnamon rolls you were making, your phone started to ring, you took the phone and saw that BamBam was calling you.
-What a surprise! It's really weird that you called me now – You said as you smile.
-*Laugh* yeah... but hey I'm here! You know I'm glad that you're coming out alive from all of linking dreams – BamBam said with a lovely voice.
-Thanks, I really appreciate that you're worried about me. By the way, how's Jinyoung? – You asked as you thought of Victoria's letter.
-Well, he arrived home with a letter on his hand, and he read it. After that, he was really confused but somehow happy, nothing to worry about though - BamBam shared.
-Really? Well, I'm glad – You said as you started to put the rolls inside the oven.
-Heesun, can I ask what was in the letter? – BamBam asked.
-Well, it was a letter from Victoria, I gave it to him after we had the linking dream – You said as you closed the oven door.
-Victoria? Wow! I never thought of her. She might be because the reason why he had a smile after that letter – BamBam replied surprised.
-Do you know if he stills in love with her? – You asked curiously.
-Honestly, sometimes he talks about her, but I don't think he hates her - He said.
-Cool! – You said as you started to feel a kind of hurt.
-Heesun, do you have something planned for today? – BamBam asked.
-I'm baking at the moment, why? Do you want to come? – You asked as you sat down on top of the kitchen counter.
-Yes, please! It has been forever since I talked with you and I want to know what has happened with you through all these years – BamBam said excitedly.
-*Laugh* well, you know you're always welcome to come here – You smiled.
-I'll see you at your place then! See you in a moment, Heesun - BamBam said happily.
-See you BamBam – You said before ending the call.
After you heard how Jinyoung felt after reading the letter your world turned upside down, it wasn't what you expected. For some reason you were feeling kind of broken, after all, he was your "special one" but maybe he wasn't after all. You really thought that everything was going good between you two but now you're thinking that is going to be better if you two just stay like best friends.
Maybe someone better is waiting for you, but if he's not the one why you felt such a strong emotion and warmth when you held his hand? Why did you felt so worried about him? Why did you start to care about his day so much? It was something unknown, and you couldn't really know the reason why to all those questions that your heart was craving for.
While waiting for a while for the cinnamon rolls to be ready you heard the doorbell rang. You went right over to the entrance and with a bright smile, you received BamBam. He got inside and then you closed the door behind him.
-Smells so nice! You're cooking skills are the same, just perfect – BamBam said with a smile.
-*Laugh* well thank you! And welcome to my place, now if you're here we're going to bake – You said as you pointed at the kitchen.
-Well, what are we waiting for! – BamBam said excitedly.
Both of you went right over to the kitchen, you took out of the oven the cinnamon rolls and as soon as you did that BamBam's eyes were bright. Then you started to take out more ingredients and with the help of BamBam and you started to bake a cake. During the process you started to fool around together; you put sugar glass on his cheek and he smeared flour all over your nose, and with everything full of laughs and good vibes you ended the cake.
-It looks delicious – BamBam said as he helped you to place the cake on the table.
-It actually does. Good job! – You said with a smile.
-Hands up! – BamBam said as he high fived you with a smile.
-Should we watch a movie while getting fat with what we made? – You asked playfully.
-Why not? – BamBam said while laughing. Both of you served a piece of cake, half of a cinnamon roll and some coffee; then you sat down on the living's room couch and started to watch movies on the TV.
Time later both of you ate everything that you served on both plates and after that, you two fell asleep, without knowing why you started to feel something new inside you. Suddenly, you woke up and BamBam woke at the same time as you... It was weird because he was looking at you really confused, so do you.
You started to look around and everything was distorted; the walls were painted with a lot of colourful painting, the objects looked like water, and everything looked like if it was a cartoon.
-This is insane – BamBam said as he looked at the whole place amazed.
"WHITE DREAM"
You started to look around and everything was out of place, everything looked magical. At that moment you looked at BamBam and he was wearing a white suit with a red shirt underneath, the first thing that came to your mind was that you were inside a dream.
-BamBam! Are you real? – You asked worriedly as you went towards him and started to touch his face.
-I am! Geez, Heesun! When you changed your clothes? – BamBam asked as he looked at you surprised. You looked at your clothes and you were dressed up in a red dress and a pair of white heels.
-What is happening? – You asked confused as you looked at BamBam.
-We're in a liking dream maybe it was night time when we slept but I don't get it, you were with Jinyoung before – BamBam said worriedly as he looked at you.
-Do you have linking dreams too? – You asked confused.
-Yes, but I'm alone in them - BamBam admitted.
-Jinyoung... - You thought. -What's next? – You asked confused.
-Jinyoung might be alone in a white dream, he might be figuring out what his special one is – BamBam said as he started to look around once again.
As soon as BamBam said that, you started to feel sad and worried, "Who's his special one then?" – You thought concerned.
-Heesun, are you okay? – BamBam asked as he got towards you worriedly. You looked at him disturbed and lost making him get more worried, to calm you down he just hugged you tight.
