"I went through a billion emotions and memories just to find out that I love you and I need you with me. We've been through a lot together and I'll pass through all of that again just for you to see what you mean to me".
She's not able to understand...
You were in you room and everything was the same, you looked around the room as you tried to stand up from the floor when suddenly you saw a letter in front of you, without hesitation you picked it up and opened it.
-"Go and see how he's feeling, you two need to talk" – You read out loud from the letter. Everything was just a mess inside your head and you were probably thinking in a hundred things at the same time, but even though you felt that way you know that is better if you go and found out what Jinyoung is feeling, and why his attitude has changed since you started to hang out with BamBam.
You took your coat, the letter and your house keys, immediately you got out of your house and went towards Got7's place to see Jinyoung. You can't deny that you are kind of worried since the last thing you saw from him was at the linking dream when he fell down through the floor into the eternal nothing, to be honest when you saw him falling down you were afraid of losing him forever, and you actually blamed yourself because he sacrificed himself for you.
*LATER IN THE MORNING*
You arrived at Got7's place and desperately you started to knock the door, Jackson opened the door and as soon as he saw you he was surprised to see you there but you didn't pay too much attention to him since you got inside the house directly to search Jinyoung. As soon as you saw Jinyoung coming out from his room he was surprised and just confused about seen you there, and without hesitation, you went right ahead to hit him on his chest.
-You, dumbass! Why you sacrificed yourself? I told you to never do that again – You said madly as you kept on hitting him.
-Wait, what? You did that? – Jackson asked surprised.
-Of course, he did that, it was him or Heesun – BamBam said as he got towards Jackson.
-Oh! There's a good company here, I see – Youngjae said as he got downstairs.
-Wait for me! – Mark said as he got downstairs with Youngjae.
-I thought the majority of the group was at the studio – You said confused as you got apart from Jinyoung.
-We thought that as well, but our manager gave us a day – JB said as he got out of the kitchen.
-Yes, so we are spending some time doing other stuff – BamBam said as he reloaded his arm on Jackson's shoulder.
-Want to stay for a while? – Mark asked as he put his arm around Jinyoung's shoulders.
-Sure – You said as you looked at Jinyoung seriously.
The members were happy that you arrived in such a perfect time since they are resting and for them is odd to have days like this. Even if you wanted to talk with Jinyoung you know that the time you share with the rest of the members is important as well, you want to know them more and see who's around your two best friends from childhood. Jackson and Mark started to talk about the amazing day they had with their fans one time that they went to a fan sign, and Yugyeom pointed out how good the next presentations were looking for the upcoming big stages. The conversation was full of laughs and great vibes everyone was resting after having so much work from the company, and you are actually getting to know everyone better.
Everyone was sitting down on the living room while talking about memories and funny anecdotes, you were next to Jackson and Jinyoung was on your left side and as everyone was talking Jinyoung got against you.
-As you can see we can't talk in here – Jinyoung whispered near your ear.
You didn't say anything instead you just looked away and tried to keep yourself composed. Jackson noticed that you were feeling a bit uncomfortable, so he immediately looked at you and released a settle smile.
-Go ahead, talk with him. We won't be mad about that – Jackson said almost as a whisper while smiling.
-Are you sure? I don't want to leave just like that – You said a bit worried.
-I'm sure Sun, take some time with him and believe me he wants that as well – Jackson said as he winked at you. You were a little nervous to talk with Jinyoung but you know that is something you need to do.
-Jinyoung, give me your phone – You said as you looked at him.
He just nodded at you confused as he gave you his phone, you immediately searched your phone number and started to call yourself. Your phone started to ring just like you wanted since it was an excuse for you to go out of there.
-Excuse me guys, I have a call – You said as you stood up from the couch.
-Okay – Everyone said as they smiled at you. Immediately, you discreetly returned his phone to Jinyoung and you got out of the living room. You ended the phone call after you took a deep breath, you tried to keep yourself calm and away from your nervousness when suddenly Jinyoung got out of the living room right into the hall you are in.
-What's wrong with you? You just needed to say "can we talk?" – Jinyoung said confused as he placed his phone away.
-I'm sorry, I just wanted to talk privately with you – You said nervously.
-*Sigh* let's go to my room then, there's nobody there and I'm sure they can hear us if we talk here – Jinyoung said as he guided you to his room.
You walked towards his room and he opened the door for you and after he got inside as well he closed the door, both of you sat on a little space he had with a coffee table and two armchairs and while he was waiting for you to talk you just looked down to your hands.
-Are you nervous? – Jinyoung asked as he looked at you concerned.
-Is that obvious? – You asked as you looked at him with a settle grin.
-Yes, pretty obvious but you don't have to feel like that, it's just me – Jinyoung said as he smiled at you.
-I know, but lately, we haven't been in our best mood when we are together – You said as you remembered when he was crying.
-About that... I just want to tell you that I'm sorry. If I acted that way with you was because, because I was kind of annoyed. You were more time with BamBam than with me and that bothered me a little – Jinyoung said embarrassedly.
-A little? - You questioned.
-Okay, I was really annoyed but the point here is that I want you to know that I'm sorry and that I won't be like that again – Jinyoung said with sincerity.
-Alright, but you have to make a pinky promise – You said as you put out your pinky.
-*Chuckle* okay, it's a pinky promise – Jinyoung said as he interlaced his finger with yours while smiling.
You were looking at each other with lovely smiles and there's when you remembered the letter you brought; you put it out and placed it on top of the table, and then you gave it to Jinyoung.
-A letter? – Jinyoung said confused as he picked it up.
-It appeared in my room after the black dream, it told me to come here with you. Maybe is going to tell you something different to you – You said curiously as you looked at Jinyoung taking out the note.
