the dark days scared me
it felt like i was always alone
i had cuts to the point everyone could see
i felt like i wanted to be gone
i called myself names
fat, ugly, worthless and stupid
it was like i was playing games
and always losing when it came to cupid
i was past the point of death
no one was there for me
i was going to end my life
it wasn't going to be long
i was going to be gone
and it was a lot sooner than i thought