waking up in the suns rays
feeling like nothing could go wrong
you feel like king of the world
like no one can hurt you
like you don't even care
like the strength you lost is back
but you wake up from the dream
and its all gone
the happiness
the sun
the strength
but you try pulling through
trying getting up
but you are frozen
in time
you look down
at your arms
at your wrists
then you see it
the ruby red liquid
pouring down your wrist
you feel the sadness again
and it all fades away
as your life turns to grey