as i sit alone and ponder
will i ever find a true friend
my mind always starts to wonder
maybe i should bring my life to an end
i sit alone in a dark room
i cry and cry till i can't see
i'll never make a good groom
whats the point of trying to be
someone that just isn't me
i watch as the blood flows down my arm
i cry as the blood drips
no one cares that i self-harm
i feel great as my body slips
into the darkness and feel my body go numb
maybe someone will care when i am gone
as i feel the end i say so long
