poems.

first crush.

his charm made butterflies in my stomach

i could feel how red my cheek was

my head is full of confusion, as i was thinking

if this is a good feeling or a bad one

our eyes locked for the first time that day

and i think i like him a bit more than i should've 

it was a small and quick thing that happened

but my heart was beating so fast i can almost hear it 

my head, full of questions

my mind searching the answers

but nothing was found

and i was left not knowing why i like him

he asked my name, with a huge smile on his face

i couldn't face him as my heart beat so fast

somehow we got closer day by day

i thought i have a small crush on him, but i was wrong

every day that has passed

we become best friends

sharing laughs and jokes

exchanging stories

i began to know about him more since

his hobbies, passion and wishes

his life story and personality

a head full of dreams 

time's ticking

today's the day i'd tell him

how i really feel about him

i'm afraid of rejection

and the consequences

but he always made me happy,

there when i need someone's shoulder to lean on

and that's what matters