the new boy // jaeyong

feelings

warning! 

mention of suicide. i don't want to trigger anyone with this, because i know it's not something to joke about, and it's a serious problem and we should talk about it more to prevent them and help people with mental health. in fact, i think i'm not the only one who can relate to this. so please, please don't get mad at me, if you simply can't handle any on this, just skip this chapter. 

thank you so much. 🙏

ten p.o.v

i followed Yuta, around him everyone i felt safe. and now i know that Johnny is angry,  i really didn't wanted to stay alone.

"ah, finally you are here." Hansol said.

"yeah, Ten will eat meal with us." Yuta replied.

"fine."

in history class, professor gave us papers with different projects written on it. i picked up the egypt project and i had to make a small model of pyramid and Sphinx. sadly i didn't picked the yellow card and that meant i will have to do all work by myself. Yuta picked the mentioned card and he had permission to choose his working partner, of course this was no other then Hansol.

"what have you got guys?" i asked them.

"oh, i think it's something with the great wall of china." Yuta replied.

"yes, we have to build it." Hansol added.

"and you Ten?"

"just stupid old egypt, nothing interesting."

we headed to work. professor told us to draw sketches how we think the final work will look, and till next week we needed to bring the materials we will use it. this wasn't problem for me, i draw pretty well and my dad has a million of different materials in our garage.

Yuta told Hansol that they should go pick the stones and make the whole mini model of stones. but Hansol didn't agreed with him, and they ended up in fight again. luckily before this two could kill each other, the bell rang and we had a whole hour free to grab food.

"let's go." Yuta said and pulled my hand.

Hansol quickly speed up, so he caught with his boyfriend, and i was left a bit behind again only to follow them like always. in our friendship i was third wheel, and i felt bad about it, i had no one to talk to when the two love birds were making out on school's corridors or bench in the park.

"what do you want to eat?" Hansol asked me.

"just salad with chicken, thanks."

"only this? don't you want burger or something?"

"that's enough." i replied and Hansol turned to waiter and order the food.

"we would like two burgers and french fries, and one salad with chicken. and for drink three coca-colas please, thank you." Hansol gave the order, and waiter nod.

we sat behind the table next to the window, and few minutes later Hansol stood up to take the tray with our food.

"isn't he amazing?" Yuta asked, when we were alone.

"yes."

"i'm so glad, i moved in Korea and that i met him. i think my life is completed right now, too bad Hansol doesn't like kids, because i want to have babies with him."