You'll Always Have Me.

Chapter 7

*Rose's POV*

"MR BROCK!!!" I heard Corey yell.
"What?!" Colby groaned.
"Open the door please!"
I quickly turned on my camera and started recording.
"Why are you vlogging with elton's camera??" Colby asked.
"My camera is dead. So Do you want to help me with a dance video?" Corey smirked.

*skip till after they take the wig off of his head* I'm very sorry for skipping. I just got a really good idea

"Baby i am so glad that wig is off of my head." Colby said as he hugged me.
"That was by far the funniest prank i have ever seen." I giggled.
"Rose!!!! Do you wanna go to the mall with me? While the boys go to their photo shoot?" Devyn asked.
"Yeah sure. Let me get dressed." I ran up to my room. (Outfit pictured above)
"You ready girlfriend?" Devyn smiled.
"Let's go girlfriend." I smiled and we walked out to her car.
We got in the car and I decided to start my vlog.
"Hey guys! I'm on a girls date with my best friend here." I pointed the camera at Devyn.
"Hey guys! The boys are doing a Photoshoot so we are having a date. Starbucks?" Devyn asked.
"Um of course!" I smiled.
I turned the camera off. We got to the mall and went to starbucks. Devyn had to go to the bathroom so i stayed down at the table we were sitting at. I heard an all too familiar voice behind me.
"Well well well. Look who it is." My ex boyfriend Josh's voice was behind me.
"What. The. Fuck. Do. You. Want." I mumbled.
"You think you're a big youtuber now? You think you're cool?? Just know, you'll never be great. You will always be a slut. You give it up so easily. You gave it up to me very easily. You're so easy to sleep with. That's probably the only reason this new guy is with you.." He smiled at me as he sat across from me.
"Fuck off Josh. Leave me alone.." I stuttered.
"Remember how good i made you feel the first time?" He asked.
"Ye..yeah..." I said softly.
"Good. Dumb whore." He walked away.
I texted devyn.

Rose🌹
Hey gf can we please go home?

Devyn💕
Of course hun. I'm almost done.

She walked down to the table and we went to her car and she drove home. I walked up to my bathroom and turned on the shower. I got undressed and sat in the tub letting the water fall on me. I laid there bawling my eyes out.
I never thought i would see him again. He.. He destroyed me. He took advantage of me. I wasn't easy. And he didn't make me feel good the first time. He took advantage of me while i was drunk. He.. He hurt me. Bad. And he used to hit me. On top of my brother abusing me.
I looked down at my legs and saw the scars on my thigh. I started crying even more. I'm so scared of Colby seeing me like this. I am a mess. My mind was horrible. All of the memories i had successfully repressed came back. My depression was getting very bad. I saw unopened razors under the sink. I took a deep breathe and grabbed one. As soon as i went to touch the blade to my skin, i heard someone knocking on the door.
"Who is it??" I asked.
"Devyn. Are you okay?" She questioned.
"I'm fine hun."
"Okay.." She walked away.
I made a few new marks on my thigh. I wrapped them up. I realised i didn't have clothes in here so i ran to my room. I put on sweatpants and a tank top. I went on my laptop and edited the video of Colby's pink wig stuff. I uploaded it to my channel and then got a text.

Colby Brock😝❤
Hey baby. I'm gonna be home soon.

Rose🌹❤
Okay baby. Im in my room.

Colby walked into my room and laid down on my thighs.
"Fuck that hurt." I whispered.
"What hurt?" He looked up at me.
"Uh nothing.." I tried to brush it off.
"Rose what's wrong?" He sat up.
I stood up and pulled my sweatpants down. I pointed to the band aids on my thigh.
"Rose, did you.." He stared at me.
"Yeah.." I said, tears in my eyes.
"Why baby girl?" He stood up and pulled me into a hug.
"I ran into my ex earlier and he said really shitty things to me. He reminded me of how he took advantage of me and took my virginity.. He used to hit me and destroy me mentally. He really fucked me up and i had a metal breakdown in the shower and i didn't want to call you cause you were busy and I'm sorry and.." I rambled on and then trailed off and started crying.
"Hey. Baby girl. Listen to me. I will never hurt you the way he did. I will never force you to do anything you don't want to. I will always treat you with respect. No matter what. I will never lay a hand on you. Don't ever feel bad calling me when you're sad. I'm always going to be here for you. Forever. I love you with all of my heart." He looked at me.
"You.. You love me?" I looked up at him.
"Yes. I do."
"I love you too colby."
He leaned down and kissed me. I kissed him back. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he picked me up and laid me down on the bed. We made out a lot for awhile. I pulled away after a long time.
"Colby, can we just cuddle?" I giggled.
"Girl you got me all worked up. Yes we can. Whatever you want baby." He kissed my forehead.
I laid on my side and he wrapped his arm around me.
"Goodnight Colby. I love you."
"I love you too rose."
Then we both fell asleep.
I am the happiest I've ever been.