Say yes

Chapter 7

The sun is slowly peaking through the windows of Gia's room, illuminating her warm face. I watched her as she slept. Her lips were slightly parted, her features were much softer than when I first saw her last night. When she finally went back to sleep, it took her awhile to fall into a peaceful sleep. She tossed and turned, and moaned in her sleep. Not a peaceful moan, it was as if she was having a bad dream. It made me think about what Shane had told me last night about the guy who showed up at her office.

Who was this guy? He must have been a dick. I know I have only been with her a few times, but she always seemed so happy. Whoever this guy is, his presence seemed to rattle Gia negatively. Had he hurt her? She was emotionally broken when I came here last night. Or maybe she is still in love with him. The thought of her still having feelings for another man makes my chest tighten with unhappiness. The last thing I need, no, the last thing I want is for Gia to still be in love with someone else. Not because I want her to be in love with me, but because it would not be fair to her or me if she still loved him.

How can she trust me with her mind and body if it still belongs to someone else? How far would we get before she decides to go back to him. If she would just tell me about him, it would put my mind at ease. Maybe we shouldn't do anything until she does, at least not anything physical. What am I saying? Am I really not going to try and fuck this beautiful woman next to me? What am I going to do, date her? Make her feel special and wanted without sex? She is special to me. I don't know why, but I think we should wait to see how this plays out. That is what my head says, but my body is telling me to wake her up and have my way with her.

 As a matter of fact, my body is showing me that it needs her. Just holding her in my arms has me rock hard. I pulled the sheet down from her body so that I could see her in the red lace bra she was wearing. Her breasts are so juicy. She doesn't need a bra. I bet she could walk around without one and her breast would still stand at attention. I want to reach out and squeeze them, roll her nipples between my fingers. Suck them as she comes hard on me. I wonder how sensitive they are. Sensitive tits would be wonderful when we start to play. I need to get my thoughts together. If I am going to try and take it slow with Gia, I need to try not to think about screwing her so much.

I have never dated anyone before. Let me rephrase that, I have dated but have never had a girlfriend. I know that sounds strange for someone my age to never have had a girlfriend before, but it is true. I never felt the need to have one. I went out on a few dates with my Subs. Nothing special really. I guess I was pretending that I was in a committed relationship. Some of them had the potential to be more than Subs, but that was it, just potential. Some of them would have liked to have been more; I have never felt the need to want something more from them. This shocks me because I am actually considering taking things slow with Gia. I feel like I can have something special with Gia. We just need to get past whatever is going on with this guy Brent. I guess I have to be patient and wait for her to tell me. I was about to close my eyes when my phone rang. I slid quietly out of the bed and went to answer it. It was Shane. I stepped into the hallway.

"I figured you are still there since I can see your car outside of my window," Shane said.

"You should be a private investigator. Yes I am still here," I answered as I sat down on the couch.

"Good. I really didn't want her to be alone last night."

"So are you going to tell me more about this Brent guy?" I already knew the answer, but I was hoping that it may change.

"I wish I could, but Gia would have to tell you about it. It is not my story to tell."

"Fine. I take it that it must be pretty bad by the way she looked last night."