WHY?

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(Y/N POV)


Taehyung broke the kiss, panting hard but I keep my eyes close. I can feel Tae's stare but I'm in the edge of bursting in tears. Cause I know, I fucking know that this shit will go down, all my effort on having my revenge will be pointless.

"Princess? open your eyes please. I'm sorry okay?" he try to calm me. 

'Sorry?Just a fucking sorry? Do you know how long I prepared my self for this day, and it will just be nothing, flowing like a water to the drain.'

I want to shout that on his face but, I just cant its my fault. I don't know am I really having this revenge to hurt Taehyung or It was just a fucking excuse to have Taehyung a part in my life again.

I hate my self. Cause I just realize, It was me that hurting my self more than Taehyung. I'm the real enemy but I put all the blame on Taehyung. The most clear fact is 

'I haven't move on Kim Taehyung'

"Tae, c-can you please just send me back home?" I ask him, I don't know how long can I take this 

It hurt me so bad, this feeling is killing me. I hate my self for whats happening now, and I hate Taehyung  for waking this stupid feeling back.

"O-okay, wait i'll get my keys" he said while creasing my cheeks, I haven't open my eyes. cause I'm afraid that my tears will be seen and I don't want anyone to think I'm weak.

As I hear Taehyung footstep on the stairs signaling he went to his room, I open my eyes and tears start to flow down to my cheeks.

I dont even know my self, I thought flying to Tokyo, leaving my family here, my memories with him. Will make me forget about the pain, forget about the love, the feelings, the care, the passion. And mostly KIM TAEHYUNG himself, I thought I can move on, hell I even thought I have really moved on but what I really did was.

RUN,

I run from the pain which, till now I still feel. I run from all my problem I'm a coward.

And all this time I never forget about those shit. And I was just fooling my self all I did was making my self believed that I am strong, and I have moved on. 

We are in the car sitting silently, I keep my eyes with the view of the street that we pass by .

While Taehyung keep on checking me every 5 second.

"Tae~ can you just focus on driving, you dont have to check on me every 5 second" I said groaning irritated

"Uh-uhrm~ sorry. *silent* you seem to be enjoying the view?" He asked but this time he did not look at me anymore.

"Yeah~ I do kind a miss Seoul I have been away for a long time." I answer him without giving him a glance, its just the view here at night is wonderful

"You know its still early if you want I can bring you for a tour tonight," he said trying to act cool but I can see that he is a bit nervous.

"That is, if you want. " A smile creep on my face he is acting so cute.


I do want to, cause the view is helping me calm my self, thoughts, and mostly my confuse heart.

"Sure why not." I give him a small smile.

Teahyung smile cannot be hide, it was cute. "(Y/N) would it be alright if I take you somewhere special?" 

"Yeah why not, as long that it doesn't have to be away from Seoul"  He chuckled " Dont worry princess we wont, but it will be a long ride." I just nod and smile


I closed my eye, question start to wonder in my mind, like.

'Will  he still treat me like this when he know my secret?"
'Why did he show me this side of him'

'Why now? why not before'
'Why now? now that I no longer belong to you Kim Taehyung?"
'If you only did this before, then maybe there will be 'US' standing strong'


Thats the last thing I remember before I fall into my slumber.


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