I MISS YOU

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~YOUR POV~

It's been a week since the stargazing event, and It is also been a week since the last time I saw Tae. Not even a single call, or chat.

Question is flying in my mind, such as.

'How is he?'

'Is everything alright?'

'Did he realize that I am just a waste of time?'

'Did he think that I am no longer worth his time'

I cup my face with the both of my palms. I'm starting to think, why am I being like this.
Did my feelings for him finally back .

I'm starring at the white clean wall in my room, imagining  what could we be if only the beautiful love between us did not end. We used to be so happy, used to be so perfect. 

He is always there when I need him, God he is even there when I dont need him. He made me feel so special, he always do, he always made me feel that I worth more than any dime in this world.

I loved him so much, and he said he did to. but why? where did we go wrong?

Where did I go wrong? 

He used to be the pain that I loved so much, the happiness that I would never want to give up
people said we are in the two different world. We are living like an angel and a devil. But we dont care. Cause we only need each others hearts.

After staring at the empty boring wall for a good 15 minutes, I decided to just take a walk

Walking always help me clear my mess up mind. Sitting on a bench at the playground while staring at a little girl who is playing by her own, she is wearing a cute green dress, with her hair tied into a cute bun, suddenly  3 girls come her way and rudely step on her doll that she drop.

They laugh at her, I wanted to help the little girl but a handsome little boy stood up for her from the girls. I smiled at them, the little girl is blushing saying a quite 'thanks' as she take the doll from the boy and start to run off.

"They look cute right?"  deep sweet voice behind me. Turning towards the  owner of the  voice just to met those brown and beautiful eyes staring down deeply searching for my soul. 

Those eyes that I surprisingly miss, the voice that i actually wanted to hear again and again.

"Hey" he say again.

"Look, I know that right now, you think that I'm a big time asshole for not-" He keep on talking but I stop hearing the words, all I can focus is how he's lips move, how his voice makes my heart flutter. 

He's face that look so soft, but why does his eyes doesn't shine? why does his eyes look so glassy? 

He look so tired, why?

I was thinking so deeply that I did not even notice that my hands are now lifting up to touch his face.
He look so shock, confuse, and surprise.

"(Y/N), w-what ar-" and I did not expect the next thing I did.

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I KISS HIM!!!!!!!  
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I AM TOTALLY OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND.

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