A good kind of happiness (an o2l/sam pottorff fanfic) book 2

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*A week later.*

"AHH ITS CHICAGO TIME!!" Andrea yelled. Our entire group has been receiving many dirty looks since we arrive at the airport. Hey, we're just.. Enthusiastic. Once we were all settled on the plane I started to drift off. Thinking about everything. The break in. My dad. Jc. Sam. Jc. Jc. Jc. Jc. I can't stop thinking about him. I can't- I can't even look at him without wishing that pretty blonde girl on his arm didn't exist. But I have Sam. That's good right?

Once we arrived in Chicago we were immediately met by some guards and a swarm of teenage girls. I giggled with Sam when some girls had to be escorted out of the building. See, this is why I love him. We laugh when other people fail. That's just us, that's why we work. Once we were split up into two cabs we started making our way to the hotel we were staying at.

*In the hotel room*

"So are we going to that club down the street tonight?" Kian asked. "Yass!" Ricky shouted. The boys were fine going in the clothes they had on so they left right away. As for us girls, it was going to take a bit of time. Once we had all changed and fixed out hair and makeup we headed to the elevator. "Agh I'm so exited this club is supposed to be so badass!" Lia squealed. We all giggled and walked in. Right when I walked in I saw something I never hoped to see again. I saw a thin red haired girl shoving her tongue down my boyfriends throat. And he seemed to be enjoying it. I spun on my heels to get out of there as fast as possible. I tried to make it out quickly in fear of being chased. As tears streaked my face I ran as fast as I could in my heels down god knows what city street. I finally made it to a shipping dock on the Chicago river. I flopped down under a giant loading ramp that led up to a ginormous shipping barge. I leaned up against the side of the water stained barge and cried my heart out. Thank god it's not day time because there's no way I would want anyone to see me like this. A minute later I heard heavy footsteps approaching. Oh god. "Natty?" A soft voice said. I sniffled and replied yes. Suddenly Connor ducked down and slid down the side of the giant boat and settled next to me.

"I saw what Sam did." He said quietly.

That really set me off. Tears started pouring and I gasped for air. I choked and sobbed for a few seconds until I tried to speak.

"What did I do? I'm so good to him and he acts so good to me at home! But as soon as we get in public he just- just changes!" I shouted through the river falling from my eyes.

I cried for a few more minutes. I don't think Connor really knew what to say so he just held my hand and rubbed the top of it with his thumb.

"Do you know what it feels like to love someone so much, and not be loved back?" I asked softly. There was a long pause after that.

"I sure do." He Said. He reached over and kissed the top of my head.

"I thought it was real but-" then the waterworks came again. My life is pathetic honestly.

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