Why am I like this? Can I change? Can I be someone like Sarah? Janine? Micka? Lauren? Krisha? I want to be friendly. I want to have many companions. I want to have a guy friend. I don't want to be left alone. I'm tired.
Another, I wanna stop being an embarassment. I always do embarrassing things unconsciously. I always fall on the ground when many are looking. Ugh. And I always stutter in front of a crowd or something, then people would laugh at me. Everyone doesn't like me. Probably that is why people don't approach me unless they need something.
One more thing, I want to stop being a FEELER. Just because someone looks at you, doesn't mean they LIKE you or they have a CRUSH on you. I don't wanna get hurt when the time comes.
PS. By now, I think three or four people has a crush on me. Waaaaah!
Hey! Loner girl! There goes feeler attitude again! What if they're not really looking at you? Maybe your seatmate or the person behind you? Or maybe uhm.
. Maybe he's just looking at you because there's something ewwwiee on your face. Or maybe he reaally has a crush---! AAAAAH! Ang landi ko! Stop it!
Sorry bestfriend. Kung mali mali english. Hindi naman kasi ako nerd.
Bye my baby. Sana nga kaya kong magbago.
xoxo
Forever21Alone.
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The Story Of A Loner
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