I had to admit...
I back stabbed my best friend and I regret it.
I didn't know this would be that difficult.
I now know my lesson not to back stab my friends.
When you end up back stabbing your friends, they'll never like you just like how Irene did...
I did my morning routine and dressed into my new pair of clothes.
I walked downstairs to get myself a cup of coffee.
After roasting my coffee, I poured it into to a cup and sat on the couch.
Today was supposed to be a rainy cold day.
I didn't feel like doing anything? I felt a little bit relaxed already?
*Ding dong* The doorbell rung.
I groaned as I opened the door, Irene stood there wet.
"Oh, come inside?" I smiled and let her in.
"I just wanted to talk to you?"
My heart started to pound faster...
"Do you somewhat? Feel like Taehyung is acting different?"
"Ani? Not at all? I hate him so much. Wae?"
"He didn't greet me this morning like he always does to me? He's changed so much? I miss him."
"I haven't seen anything? He probably just needs some rest?" I caressed Irene's back.
"You're probably right? I was probably too clingy around him, thanks Jennie."
Irene smiled and walked out the door.
"Stay safe Irene-ah! Fighting!" I shouted as she walked in the rain.
Irene smiled and turned away.
I felt bad for lying? I didn't like this feeling at all, Irene is so sweet and I'm hurting her. Taehyung's cheating on her with me and I'm being such a bad friend.
I plopped onto the couch as I laid there quietly.
I was a bit upset at what I was doing behind her back... I hate life so much?
Taehyung's POV:
Irene finally arrived back home.
I glared at Irene, "Taehyung? Can we talk?"
My heart started to pound, she probably knows?
"W-What is it Irene?" I simply questioned.
"Are you okay? You're acting a little bit different these past few days?"
"Ani, I still love you? Don't worry, I won't leave you." I smiled and kissed her head.
"Are you sure? Jennie..." She paused for a moment.
Jennie! She probably told her everything? I'm now dead...
"Jennie said that, you probably need some time alone for a few days? Is that what you need?"
I sighed in relief, "ani? I don't need time alone? I was just a bit tired these past few days."
I pecked her cheeks as I pulled her down to sit next to me.
"I'm sorry, If I worried you so much? I didn't mean to do that." I held her hands.
"It's fine? I forgive you Taehyung."
I smiled and hugged her tightly...
"I love you Irene."
"I love you too Taehyung."
We both cuddled on the couch and laid on the couch tiredly.
Was I making the right decision? If I tell Irene that I'm cheating on her, will that effect our friendship?
Jennie's POV:
I grabbed my phone and quickly texted Jisoo.
"Jisoo? I'm stressing out right now? What do I do?"
"Is about Taehyung and Irene, Taehyung cheating on Irene? You lying to her?"
"Yes? I need help? I'm back stabbing my own friend? I feel guilty for doing it?"
"Just tell her that you've been doing it? How long?"
"I don't know? 2 weeks and somewhat days? She's going to be so upset with me If I tell her."
"See Jennie? This is all your fault and everything? I can't help you anymore? You've got to deal this all by yourself, I'm not trying to get into this problem."
I gave a long depressed sigh...
"Fine, I'll tell her in two days? Hopefully she doesn't react? I'm so scared."
"Don't be scared, Jennie? You're doing the right thing and telling her that you and Taehyung are secretly dating. Believe and don't think too much? I got to go.. See ya?"
"Bye... Wish me luck Jisoo."
I hung up and threw my phone on the couch.
Tears started to pour down...
Was this how I was supposed to be raised?
Hurting my friend and back stabbing her?
I couldn't believe I have to tell Irene in two days...
I'm also worried about Taehyung? What about If Taehyung's upset with me also? What am I supposed to do?
Life was harder than I expected?
I'll lose everyone I love? The people that love me, won't love me back when I tell them the truth.
I felt like dying? I didn't want to live no longer.
What was life to me.
I hate Taehyung and myself for doing this?
The friend I love most... Is now going to hate me forever?
I wiped my tears away and I pulled my hair in frustration....
I wish Taehyung never existed...
I hate myself so much...
I wish I also never existed...
I hate you so much right now Taehyung...
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