More Than Perfect|EreMika|

Sins of a Lover

*Time skip, Eren and Armin get off their bus and walk home*

Eren's POV:

"You said that to Mikasa?!?!"

Armin yells.
"Yes, but it's true anyways."

I replied.
"Eren, I think you went to hard on her..."
"Hard?!"
"I went too hard?!"
"She's the one that went hard on me.She just hurted my feelings-"
"Eren! Shut up for a minute! She was just doing that to get off your parents back and through the dinner."
"Maybe she should've kept her mouth shut."

I look down on disappointment.Come to think of it, I've never been this disappointed in my life.
"Be real Armin, she just played with my feelings and worst of all I played myself..."
"Eren, you should just reconsider."
"I have nothing to reconsider..."

I stopped walking.Now at this moment I started crying.
"Eren..."
"FOR GOD'S SAKE ARMIN *sob* I LOST MY VIRGINITY TO A DAMN SLUT!!! *cries more*"

Armin patted my back for comfort.
"I wanted my first to be real Armin *sniff* someone who wanted to have sex with me cuz they love me *sniff* *sniff* not because of my body."

"*wipe tears* I admit that I liked her because of her looks at first, I know that sounds hypocritical but once I got to know her I fell in love with her and it's not because of her looks because of who she is.

"She was just a person who you can call a friend."
"Eren, it'll be okay.Your heart knows it'll be okay but your brain is the one that is stopping you from thinking it won't."

I gasped.I stopped crying and remember that is like the same thing my parents said the night of our sinner once Mikasa said,

*Flashback time*

"Eren what is the matter?"

His father asked.Eren replied and surprisingly started to tear up because of his voice.
"It's just that it was all a lie."
"What do you mean??"

My mother asked me.
"Our future.That'll never happen!"

I said crying through my words.My mother then holds me to comfort me.
"Son I'm sorry, I don't know what to say..."

My father said.
"I'm just gonna die of an unhappy heart."
"Eren snap out of it! That's not true."

My mother says.My father talks and says,
"Son listen, I know how you feel.That you'll be lonely and it's the end of the world.I've known this feeling ever since my first wife died.But the thing is that it's definently not true."
"Your father is right, your mind is the one not letting you think straight.Yoir mind is making you think it isn't okay but your heart does."
"*sniff* *sniff* um...okay.I wanna go try room.I want to be alone..."
"Okay, go son..."
"Thanks."

*End of flashback(now you know what he said before Mikasa was cutoff)*

"My parents said the same similar thing.Thanks Armin.If my parents said that and you then I guess it really is gonna be alright"
"Alright, let's get going."
"You wanna play some battlefield on the Playstation when we get home?"(Battlefield is my favorite video game series, lots of fanfics is always characters playing BO3 so I wanted to change things up)
"Hell yeah..."

We both laughed and then we both went our own ways.

*When Mikasa admitted her feelings for Eren*

*Recaps*

Mikasa's POV:

Krista spoke up and said,
"Wait then why do you care if he doesn't like you if your not going out???"

I replied and finally and came forth and said,

"Because Krista..."
I'm still going through my tears.
"I'm in love with Eren..."
"You do???"

Annie asked.
"Yes, for a while now."
"Then ask him out."

Krista says,
"Ask him out then, I'm sure he'll understand."
"Krista, you should now by now I can't!"

I said crying through my words.
"*blows nose with tissue* It's already too late *tears come out*"

Annie says,
"Mikasa do you want us to go talk to him???"
"No, he-he*cries even more*"

Krista was wiping my tears and blowing nose and Annie holding my back to comfort.
"Mikasa, it's okay, we're your friends, tell us..."

Her voice is so soothing.She made me feel safe.Maybe I should tell them.
"He-he-he called me-me a selfish coward!"

I cried even harder.
"It-it's true anyways..."

I saw that Annie picked up her backpack and started to head out.
"Annie, wh-what are doing???"

I said.She then stops and looks at me and says,
"If that bastard wants to disrespect my friend, then he got something coming!!"

"Annie, no! Violence wouldn't solve anything."

Krista says while holding Annie back.
"Krista, he got my one of my best friends crying and if he did that to the both of you, I'll kill that son of a bitch!"
"Annie please don't."

I said,
"Huh, why?:
"I hurted Eren badly, then the least I can do is to not bother him at all."
"But-"

Annie says while she is almost free from Krista.
"Annie please, you'll make him hate me more."

"Ok..."
"I won't do it."

"Whew..."

Krista said.

My crying started to slow down and I was breathing hard.I am actually getting hot.

After that my heart beat is increasing.
"Mikasa are you okay?"

Annie says,
"Are you gonna be alright."

Krista says.My heart beat increased more and then my hearing was going deaf and I fell to the ground.The last thing I heard was Annie and Krista calling out my name as I fell onto the ground.

My vision is blurry and I went deaf and I hear a ringing.

Finally.

My vision goes out to black.

*Did you feel the emotion in this chapter because this is the most emotional chapter that I've ever written in this book thus far.Anyways you know the usual and peace*

-DPPLAYER