Hurt // K.nj

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Hurt // Knj

"All I feel is pain, wheres happiness?"

I smell the cold night's breeze hits my nose as, I walk.
admiring the city scenario. The lights from the cars were fast as it passed all I hear was the fast swift of cars rumbling on the roads of seoul.

I took a shortcut going to my apartment.

I remembered

It's not only my apartment, I don't live alone, silly me.

I live with namjoon, yes kim namjoon.

My brother's so called bestfriend.

I barely talk to namjoon, since it was awkward for me and him to talk
we barely know each, even my brother doesn't know about my roommate that happens to be namjoon. since my brother has been studying abroad he got a scholarship at his dream school. I haven't gotten the chance to contact him, i miss my brother the only family i had was him. I have been living with namjoon for the past two weeks.

I head straight to towards the building not minding anyone's busy likewise i pressed the up button tapping my heels on the concrete floor suddenly the eleventh doors swang wide open and the just my luck i was the only one in the elevator at this late hour who would be?

the silent ride in the elevator got me quite dizzy caught me feeling nauseous about the plain hallway that i walked through to the very last corridor. i took my keys out of my bag and shoved it right in the key hole. and just my shock the door was unlocked.

lazy ass

"what the hell?" I muttered under my breath sure that no one heard it but it bothers me he left the door open and now as the door is open i found nothing but shoes and a jacket on the carpeted floor. i picked the jacket up and tossed it on the rack that's on the right side of me, namjoon was nowhere to be seem but i saw his shoes, curiosity got in my mind but i let it off, and went on my own business

i head towards my room seven blocks to be exact away from namjoon. i was about to head in but lewd noises. moans and groans comical from the other room it was loud and disgusting who would want to hear that?

I didn't want to interfere with his so-called-business but guess what not today satan. i just came back from a tiring day and this is what i get to hear the first thing i come home, i have no choice but to have a roommate.

"AHHHHH OPPA RIGHT THERE-AH DONT." I heard a pitched scream like voice that almost made my ear explode "shh quiet down" a deep voice that's loud enough shocked my senses up i couldn't believe it was namjoon banging a girl in our shared apartment, he could've not agreed on having a roommate. I slammed the door close I was so done, it's disgustingly shocking

I dropped all my stuff on the floor, I'm so stressed and i feel like shit.

NO.

actually everyday?
wanna know what?
I feel?
Don't ask me why
I'm like this, i really hate life