Hurt // K.nj

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"Do you ever feel worthless?"

"Yes, all the time."

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Jinseo
Point of view;

I'm still alive.

No,

I'm just breathing.

I lazily walked up to the bathroom, my legs and arms were feeling so weak.

"Ugh." I groaned at myself, I hate myself. I look at the mirror and see my ugly reflection.

I feel like trash, exactly that's how I feel. the dried up blood on my skin was insensible.

Looking at my reflection, I felt sick. I'm fucked up. My emotions are fucked up also.

My fingertips trailing over the dried up blood on my skin. Caressing my scars gently, yup.

I'm a mess.

"AHHHH. FUCK." Pulling my hair in frustration, with mixed emotions.

Turning on the water for the bathtub water to fill in.

The only thing I could hear at the moment, was water filling in the tub. As the bathtub water fills in I began to undress myself.

Removing my blood soaked blouse. I removed all the fabric on my skin, air hits my bare skin.

I stepped inside the bathtub, my skin meets the warm water. It felt relieving but pain manage to hit my scarred arms, The scars were still open.

Carefully washing the dried blood on my skin, I brought the shower head into my arms as, I wash the dried blood out.

After that, I drained the bathtub and took a shower, cleaning myself up neatly.

I got out of the bathroom, heading in my closet. I took some comfortable clothes. I decided to wear a black sweater and some sweatpants, after that I wore my glasses.

After dressing up, I decided to check the time. I grabbed my phone that was on top of my dresser.

I checked the time

9:45 AM

Then.

*20 Missed Calls From Jiminie Pabo 💙*

"Shit why did I forget about Jiminie, he's going crazy right now" yeah why did I forget about him.

Scrolling through my notifications