A possesion

Incomplete dream...

Standing in front of my childhood memories isn't easy .
From last 20 mins i am trying to gather courage to open the door of Roosevelt residence but i am just not able to do that .
Finally taking a deep breadth i enterted the keys and open the door with my both palms,

I can do it 

I steped inside , it was mess , i will need hell lot of efforts to clean this
I went in front of parents room and opened the door
It still smells the same
I love you so much mom dad
Everything was on its place just a bit dusty . Closing the door i went upstairs to my room
Well its much more messier that i thought
Guess what i need some cleaning to do
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I took a good shower and got ready for a walk
Entering kitchen i open the fridge but found empty
Great just great, way to go hazel
Guess what i need to go for grocery shopping  on my way back .
I took the car keys , phone , card and locked the door
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I drove the place i wanted to go first from the time  i stepped in washington
I parked my car and started walking towards my hideout
I internally smiled looking at the lake
I just hope my dairy is safe ,
What if some one saw it and read it ?
What if its not there?

I started dugging mud near the tree
I grinned , its still there
Thank god
I opened the book and read my last poem and thoughts i wrote
I opened the fresh page and started writing

' There will be the time when you believe everything is over,
But that will be the new begining.
You cant read the next chapter without completing the previous one'

I closed the book and hide it in the mud again and started walking towards the car.
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I buyed everything i needed  which includes vegetables , fruits, chetoos, lays, M&MS , chocolates ,cookies, coke, new bed sheets and much more from walmart

After reaching home i made myself a sandwich and called ela
After 3 rings she picked up
"Hey haz"
Hi ela
"How are you doing ?"
I am doing good , what are my cupcakes doing?
" dont even ask they are getting naughty day by day ,owen puffed the whole powder on my face when i was getting him ready"
They are seriously like matt
I know-
Hey zel , whats up? Matt said
I can hear ela shouting him about manners
They are just so cute together
Tired alot
" oh and by the way i have my friend there , she wants to sell her cafe since she is shifing with  her kids since the cafe is at loss"
Oh ok but why are you telling me all this
" umm..you know i just bought that cafe for you i know you always wanted to start a new cafe "
WHAT?! Why i mean you didnt have to do that and anyways i wanted to start a new one i cant take her cafe matt
" first i have told you this i am saying this again we care for you and you are my  bestie and second you dont have to continue the same cafe you can always build your own new cafe and renovate the way you want "
Thank you so much matt
"Dont thank me , so i will send you address and her phone no. So you can go and meet her ."
Ok i love you thank you so much bye
"Bye bestie love you too"

WOW i always wanted to start a new cafe but dad wanted me and ela to be take over the 'Roosevelt Empire' which dad had built with his own hardwork and determination and passion
It was like a third child to them they were so causious about the companies  loss and profit , dad were always kind to their employees .
Since i dont want dad's hardwork to go waste i want Roosevelt Empire to be still active so ela and matt are handling the company whereas i am just a side patner.

According to dad's will after his deadth the Roosevelt Empire should at mum's name or else melanie and Roosevelt residence should be at my name.

I am following your steps dad
I am going to do a fresh start ...

I need to meet the owner tomorrow for the futher discussion.

I am going to complete my incomplete dream...

With that thought i doze off.