they're gazebos! - IT

bill denbrough request - 16

// this one is for @gia_lostumbo !//
//again, i've never had a full on panic attack so i had to look up some of the things that happen during so if it isn't accurate just tell me!//

You sat in the corner of your room. Your parents had been yelling and you had been thinking about IT. It was all freaking you out.
Your hand went to your hair, running through it slowly, trying to calm down. Your breath started to grow quick and ragged.
Everything was catching up to you. The stress of everything. Your felt tears start to stream down your face and you felt like you couldn't breath.
Your door opened, making you look up. Bill Denbrough stood in the doorway, looking at you. "O-Oh my g-gosh, (y/n)!" He exclaimed, rushing over to you. "W-What's wrong?" He asked you.
You couldn't speak, your breath just went in and out really fast. "A-Are you h-having a p-p-panic attack?" Bill stuttered out, getting closer to you.
Bill took you not replying as his answer, but he wasn't exactly sure what to do. He started freaking out, but then he remembered something Eddie had told him once, during a panic attack they need to hold their breath.
"(y/n)! H-H-Hold your b-breath!" Bill told you, not knowing if you could. When you didn't, he tried to think of a way that would get you to. He thought of something that would get you to hold your breath.
Bill leaned over and planted his lips firmly on yours. It worked. After a few seconds he pulled away, both of you looking at each other.
"Y-You h-held your b-b-breath," He explained to you. You slowly nodded. "Yeah, I guess I did..." You replied, running a hand through your hair again.
Before he could say anything, you leaned up and captured his lips with yours. It was a soft, innocent kiss. You pulled away soon after.
"The r-reason I c-c-came over here today i-is because I w-was going to tell you h-how I feel," Bill explained. "Tell me how you feel about me?" You asked him, your eyebrows slightly raised. "Yeah, because I really like you," Bill told you without stuttering.
"I really like you too," You replied and he hugged you, wiping the leftover tears that were still on your face from your panic attack.

//hope this is okay! it could never live up to the stydia scene though. stiles+lydia foreverrrr//