I Don't Wanna Fall, Fall away

Nightmare and Daydream

(Josh's POV)
Once Tyler went into his room I did some simple things around the house, I haven't been here sense before our tour and even after the BBC weekend I would have to wait until after the emotional roadshow tour and who knows how long after that, but sense the emotional roadshow tour is cancelled indefinitely then this is an opportunity to clean up a little before maybe resuming the tour after Tyler's recovery.
It still hurts me to not be able to hold him the same as before but at least he's getting his memories back, and that's all that matters, and judging by his fast recovery he'll be up and kissing me in no time.
Once I got done with cleaning I check the clock to see it's 4:15 and start to cook dinner. I make him some pancakes and bacon as a breakfast-dinner occasion, it is his first time home after all.
Once I got done cooking I went to Tyler's room to wake him up when I see he is gently sobbing, letting out small tears. Shit he must be having a bad dream. I gently shook him and when he woke up he stared at me straight in the eyes as if it was going to be the last time I saw him.
"Hey Tyler, did you have a bad dream?"
"More like a bad memory" he said while wiping the tears off of his face with his blanket
"What happened in it?"
"I was preforming a concert when I started climbing and my hand missed a bar at the same time my foot slipped, I fell down from what felt like a skyscraper height"
"Tyler... that was the day you fell and lost your memory..."
He just sat there for a minute wide eyed knowing that if he had fell a little higher than maybe he would be...
He broke down crying and at that moment I embraced him with all my might, being one who has comforted him through many of his emotional moments, was prepared.
"I'm sorry I lost my memory, Josh, I never wanted you to go through this..."
"It's ok, you're getting it back, that's all that matters, just know I will never give up on you"
He started to calm down and once he was finished he and I went down and had dinner, it was a bit cold sense it had been about eight-ish minutes sense I went up to wake him.
After dinner we watched some TV and went to bed.
~le next day~
I wake up to hear a sound down in the basement, I went down the steps and heard him playing a little song on the piano, the first part had him pressing down one keys three times and then another two keys twice, and he started singing:
"Sometimes you gotta bleed to know
That you're alive and have a soul
But it takes someone to come
Around, to show you how
He's the tear in my heart
I'm alive
He's the tear in my heart
I'm on fire
He's the tear in my heart
Take me higher than I've
                           Ever been"
I couldn't believe my ears, he was playing a song HE WROTE!!!
"Tyler!!!"
He jumped out of his skin when he heard me yell. "Jeez what's wrong? Did I wake you?"
"Who cares Tyler, you just played a song you wrote!!!"
"Wait, I wrote that?" It seems obvious but I guess you can do something even if you don't remember it.
" Yes!! That's Tear in my Heart!! You wrote that song on your newest album!!!"
Once he realized this he was smiling so incredibly hard that he could probably break his face if he stayed like that.
My baby boy is coming home.
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Ok, I lied about going to bed but I just really badly wanted to write this chapter, I may update tonight so stay tuned, see ya❤️😊